fact

The more u fret and fear , the high opportunity u might end up with fail if u hav a negative mind

Obviously , my skills of plea doesn't work at all

Well , i can only wait and accept .

Happy Christmas Eve to all :))

Earlier wish my mum happy birthday

                        always maintain healthy

                            longevity

           
Honestly , i hate this sort of people " grumpy " . That personality is me exactly !

I have a average facade but i am satisfied and appreciate what god gave me

Guys , don't be the one " let others splash water to you , it 's kinda shame and embarrassing

I am not deliberately to do that .



                                    my chubby nephew . Cute ! he wanted to touch the button of i phone ..

                 Addicted with domino by Jessie J recently .

raining day

 1)snap on  form 5
2) snap on this year during cny

have much diff ?

Thank who always rambling and idling on my blog

What i can say is i really appreciate it

Wasting ur time read my broken english

Seriously , i feel my english extremely hopeless ! .Hahaha

Starting to fret and fear some matter and this feeling are utterly necessary .Not fret for the chore anymore

How worst ! I screwed up !

My mum told me " u cannot drive other car in house expect my car "

Well , i deserved it .

I confess that i not really notice the road have a big hole .

Such crappy .

But , my mum's  decision kinda plausible

Seem , my driving skill still not under stable

<3 no one is impeccable , no matter how much effort u try to be perfect and no flaw u still cant be impeccable <3

In fact , i still fail to persuade my mum allow me to dye hair but seem she didnt so much resist like before

So, i declare that i gonna dye my hair

Definitely ,   i will dye depends on price 1st

My cabinet have almost half garment i havent wear yet .One of the reason is i havent got any formal occasion to attend

Lol. I love sleeveless top and cardigan ! love mature yellow color

Somehow , i choose and persist to believe everything happen surround and revolve us is fate

isn't a positive thinking ?

I WANT CROP MY FRINGE !

pessimistic

abruptly , this come out from my mind .

perhaps , negative mood can be placed on our mind priority but only for short term period  instead of positive mood in sometimes

because negative mood like a fake for me

abruptly , this come out from my mind .

felt disappoint to myself after finishing all mid-term .

that 's y i persist to behave beforehand and advance revise .

it's kinda sad case due to i fail to work it recently

last minute work appear out Lol . the big killer

i known well that we wont obtain and gain any rewards if never pay effort even double effort

but i still do that :((

now , we leave dmm assignment - due date on jan
                       mis assignment-  presentation on next coming thur
                        hr assignment -  presentation on coming week
3 task need done for these sem

Hectic life appear .

just believe we can done it asap

it 's better than we have mind about treat obstacle as challenge .

we fight it just like a battle

try fully effort + double effort

U will found this worth and deserved at all after this .

Last sat , i headed over to singapore with lovely family

Mood before depart = anticipation + slightly pleased

Mood after reach house = major despair and disappoint

Lose a opportunity which wouldn't obtain again on next time

i fail to grab and grasp it instantly

Fine , let me forget it

And ,we stuck in massive jam from woodlands back to jb

kinda exaggerate for me but it's normal case and happened on every weekend

Haha, My automatic action = snapped alot pic no matter my outfit whether more extraordinary or not while get my bro either sister 's iphone on hand .

apparently , depressed , obsessed is my style and never leave me

i tend to more pessimistic after exam .Lol . Y behave like that

Sometimes , i am over nosy .

Dear fren , can u bear from tis ?

a quote copy from somewhere

(be amused and pleased no matter u r single or not as happiness aint determined by status .)

I falling in love with classic once saw people wore it .

Classic tops , high waist skirt , long and short pants . for instance , OL high waist 's long pants . I love the most

Lastly , i felt much contented as i bought a new cardigan fro myself . extremely love the dark blue

Sometimes , further study in mmu keep crossed my mind make me ponder the most .

meaningful day

headed over orchard road on afternoon

had a random shop with mum

bought few stuff .

cardigan , jumper and shoes

it 'too bad i cant buy my expected cardigan color since long time ago as the price is over budget for me

intend buy earring for you de . not because of none of them caught my eyes , is orchard seem don't have much attractive earring to me

sometimes , u might the one who mess up and screwed up friendship due to ur nosy . hate my nosy badly

such absurd and crappy . Shameless

u deserved it  . don't be nosy anymore next time . no matter how much u felt fret abt this , u r entirely deserved it

almost forget today is my mum lunar birthday

happy birthday mum .

she told me" ltr we go sg " after she bk from working .

i am so amused and exhilaration after hearing

look people around me at sg

keep looking at handsome guy

and , i had sick on last week

utterly a torture for me

it keep pestering me on those few days . kinda tough for me

even walked from hostel to cls was a kinda tough task for me and i nearly + almost faint when walk to there

so far i havent revise for upcoming exam on next mon

felt so lack of motivation . abruptly , my motivation seem missing and run away far from me  .such failure .

fail to study beforehand recently

knock off to slumber .

night :))

uncountable tears from sky

we should pleased because we live in mlsia .

Never have natural disaster before .

But , my dad told me about melayu had already killed more than 1 hundred cow and sheep in this years .

He take note from broadcast

Kinda cold -hearted and cruel

Speaking truth , i tend to be more posh and chic .

Who don't want to be too ?

Absolutely , the ans is no .

11.11.11 on yesterday

Extraordinary day for many couple .

But not for me .Nothing seem interesting and special me on this day

The worst of all , i forgot to watch my clock while the moment halt at 11.11am and 11.11pm .

Such pity !

It had been a long time that i din't sing k .

earnestly  , i eager to vent out to make myself keep from getting gloomy anymore

Gonna meet my lovely sister <3 on tonight . Can't wait anymore and kinda look forward

Back to topic of blogging ~

Heavy raining since 12pm till now

Can you don't drop tears anymore ?

DEFINITELY ,VITAL IN UR DAILY LIFE

optimistic  instead pessimistic 
delighted and amused instead of dismay and upset
independent instead of keep depend on others else
mature instead of immature ignorance and childish 

be patient enough  instead of hurried 

strong determination , perseverance instead of giving up on the half path to success 
brave instead if timid ,coward and escape
chary instead of careless 
try to listen and accept to others 's opinion instead of stubborn 

Don't despair.

Time will come back to you once

But entirely depend on what you do , how much you change ur flaws .

Every one r extraordinary , original

Many a time , we are eager and tend to demand more and more

Come to think of it , the resident from Africa had been staving since long time ago

And some of them being forced to be child labor to survive

We should be satisfied and pleasure as well

love it 

be treasure and cherish

Went to temple recently two to listen about the lesson of buddha

Although kinda weary

Non-stop yawning whilst all the time .

Dedicate my sleep time just to attend this lesson .But it 's worth . A meaningful lesson

I never regret for attend this <3

Reason and definition to be a pure vegetarian . ( recycle , save animal and so on )

I believe in Karma exist int his world since long time ago

The cruel people killed those animal even without a tiny sympathetic and dither .

I get known few friend from there . All of them much friendly , humble , generous and helpful enough

Major appreciate this friendship till to end

Be contented are joyful and delighted

Don't judge people by appearance

Absolutely , charismatic and elegant are entirely  come from people 's who have a generous + kind heart instead of outstanding appearance .

MY HEART keep pounding just now with no reason . I felt fret , fear of this situation .

How come like that ?

i hate nonsense and utter rubbish . Don't waste my time .

Time pass kinda fast . Even fast than i expect .

Whatever during which age , every teen must respect obey to their parents .

Back to mlc again at 6pm .

Yes , i am the one who too stubborn .

I believe much in fate .

I love my family !<3

run out cash soon

I'm coming back home .Sweet sweet home.

Most unexpected , Our previous lecture ( Miss cindy ) choose me and aili to perform song together with her in the Korea Club which is we need perform outside main hall instead of indoor 

Every pass by student can definitely watch as well 

Back to topic 

i realize that i squander much money recently.

Watch movie twice in this week

 ( don't afraid of the dark ) only one word can describe : scary.

The monster keep whispering " sally " the main female character of the movie. And it would only appear at night and dark .

( In time ) quite meaningful but the ending apparently not really caught our eyes .

 Anyway , this movie major creative .

The content entirely describe about important of time . 

IN reality , human can't live without money

IN time , human need time to survive seriously . So , time replace money . Once time stopping moving , human not alive anymore . 

My hot -temper appear again recently . Omg  

My life revolves with my clique

Again , I cherish , treasure and appreciate those moment with them 

Congrats to 4 of our clique . 

Driving back home just now from pandan to house . I felt quite scary and terrible 

But i am on the half path to overcome it and approach to the end soon 

Had a dinner for BICC.

Feel like this is the last time for us to gather and hang-out 

Snapped some photo ! 

with gorgeous gerald .She is friendly and easy get along .

                                                      with my best ever friend. 

with lun , gavin ,her

the end  . 

Knock off to slumber again . 

mon night

Finally cropped my fringe!

Seriously , i desire to dye my hair again

lol.looking at my colorful nail !
abruptly,i slightly desire to have medicure

2 noob face<3

that 's all for today

Feel amused because tmrw 's class start on 5pm !

But , it is a kinda exhaust and tiring day for me .

Off to slumber .

Good nite

                                                   
    NOTE :   aspire to inspire before you expire
           
don't take everything for granted , people did'nt owe you at all in fact

Success will occurred and appear on your life but u must be patient , not panic and fret

time will come for you once day

I notice ,realize it : the best way to retort is smile

Smile represent negative either positive and cover alot secret . It 's great ! but , that just what i think


Somehow , i lose one of my earning !

strawberry earning !

i super duper hate my body

SERIOUSLY ,HATE MY BODY BADLY.

SOMETHING CAN CHEER ME UP ?

Frankly , i never fail to worry and upset about my body since i back mlc

My mind was screwed up because of the body especially the chubby face

Addition,. the stupid tummy is big obstacle for me

Majorly feel self abased .

happy birthday to an an

Another reunited and reunion moment for Phang family

Just back from cousin bro's son birthday for 1 years old . Happy birthday to u

One more matter is about my cute nephew .

Sadly , pathetic , little poor thing , pity

My little precious nephew fell down from a doraemon baby car due to my negligence .

I dint pay attention to him and leave him less than 3 seconds by turning back . >< ops . How can i careless like that ?

Slightly self-blamed .

At least , i should hold more than half of responsibility to him . I am not deliberately and inadvertently one 2

Plus , his chin was injured

Majorly pity TT

The sound of boom lead all of us concentrate on him

The tears are entirely real .Not real at all .

Non -stop nag from my mum after i told her

Kinda Annoying .


That day , dad told me the dou sha bing selling more cheaper in sg which i bought from penang ,

He said that penang sell  more expensive .Such a wet blanket to me .

But i told him the price is same in fact .

I don't really care of what he told me cos at least i gt ur heart .Dad !<3 Hehe

awesome holiday

it had been long time that i din update my blog

obviously , i am not a blogging kaki...haha

What i wanna to say is

finally the torture is offically over !

the result will release on tomorrow ( major panic , nervous , anxiety )

nothing will ever be as bad as it now

I never fail to upset about it always for sure

giving me the result which i wanted , desired and expected pls :(((

wonderful , joyful and delight life during my holidays!

Share my exhilarated thing

1) headed over to penang on the next day after final exam

eat, shopping and mad ( mansion 69) <3 all over 2 days

just for sharing those pic that we snapped in penang trip <3

                                                 snap in hydro hotel penang

                                               dropping saliva right ?

                                               

                                                      So, what u guys waiting for ?
                                            don't dither to try this if come penang  !
                                                                must try it !
                                          i strongly introduce asam laksa and cendol !
                                              kinda succulent and scrumptious

                         



                                     enjoy steamboat in lolipot . rm 33 each person

                                        look at  my injury knee TT
                       too excited when watching the view of swimming pool in hydro
                                         hotel penang

 Buy nothing for me in gurney plaza and queensbay mall  but feel kinda satisfied

2) had a unforgettable and joyful day with my cousin ( singapore )

Brother is the one who dote me well also

Once knowing i gonna head to there and knowing me short of cash properly

He gave me some money without any consideration .

Utterly amused of this

Met cousin in front of long john silver

eating in long john silver

I super duper love the meal . Utterly succulent

After lunch, we move forward to bugis street .

luckily ,not very crowed

Barely had shopping in bugis street and bugis junction

Bought some stuffs <3  one of the tops is my expected tops

I have been waiting to buy her for this days since long time ago

Slightly content about this

luckily , i am not on the state of run of cash after back jb

otherwise , my mum will nag me for sure .Haha

Done shopping !

Headed over to starbucks

Snapping again

as we grow up

                                       
It make me nostalgic badly .



ops ! my mind keep thinking abt result . Overthinking ><

plz just keep me from getting nervous and fearing anymore

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suffering everything surrounded me recently .

one more thing is graduate not far away and it close kinda more to us from day to day anymore

What is my ambitions exactly ?

After much pondering ,

No struggle , no chance to success unless u r talent , genius

anyhow , i must try fully energy+ effort  to fulfill my aspiration

career is the most important in life , without a proper and perfect career

Entirely become failure in eyes of someone

Plus ,those chore keep reminding me and make me over thinking and driving me mad



7.00am

Particularly set my alarm and wake up at 7am for fetch mum head to working

 pressing the snooze button and go to prepare . ^^

Cant sleep after back .

Insomnia ><

7.00pm

Finish wandering around my residential area's  garden .

My mum told me tap your tummy while wandering is one of the better way to make it become slightly smaller

Hope it can effective :))
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                   entirely addicted with this song ( fall for u ) since i get known it .

Abruptly , i wish to go bangkok badly

Bangkok is a completely shopping paradise to teens

I have been waiting for this day since few years ago .

When i can achieve this expectation again !

Cannot be deny that i must squander a lot of money for sure .




  Have a tough task for me during everyday.
  Inconceivable , holiday come to the ends .                        
   But we back on 2nd week of the new sem .Kinda lazy .Haha


                                                                 
                                                       

wat the *&^%!

Moody >< tmd

bored holiday

my skin look very dry and ugly at all.

How to amend it ?

 Can i have a facial consultant tell me what to do ?

 camwhore during ethic class ( aili , me , and daryl )

took photo at godmum 's house

















Went singapore on monday with lovely family <3

As usual , we stay at godmum 's house for 1 day  .

Really been long time i didn't met my godmum ,godfather , cousin sister and their family

I still very miss them although we met on that day for awhile

Hard to match time to make us reunion expect Chinese new year

Moreover ,i feel disappointed due to i bought nothing

Fell in love with 1 top in bugis street and only cost rm 18 dollar !

Have a dinner at jin long restaurant !

Those dishes super + damn delicious + yummy !

It's too bad  that i didn't take the photo of dishes.

Less than 1 years period that i study at Mmu

Time kinda fast

Feel learn nothing at all for no reason

Just make a lot of kindly and friendly friends

my english skills still remain lousy such  as : pronouns and other else

Obviously , i always don't really know how to communicate exactly

Big challenge that we hate the most is only society, that 's why a lot of employees appreciate those moment at
 campus / secondary school

Keep moving on !

Work your hardest and think your smartest

I love to talk , type nonsense without reason

Don't blame me ! Hahaha



my patah nail!

watching tv^^

He damn cutie to the max !

Don't feel  hesitate , he is my nephew

He show clap to us when we sing birthday song ,

shake head when hear some excited song and ask him " aren't you stupid " ? ,

and call dad and mum also !

Brilliant right ? Haha



The show quite interesting to him !

 No dare came down to the floor .hahaha

suck monday

mon agaain ...

Freaking hate my pimple !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tired of everything recently .Moody !

Nobody will noe unless i say out

想说说不出，说了又怕被人对号入座

Keep inside my heart is perfect to the max that is sometimes wat i think

Can u found out any happy from me ?

A truth that cant be denied is u will grow up after had a tough experience

And the experience reli can make u bcum strong , mature , and some more

Mayb i reli nid a tough experience right now to make me grow up.

Dun simply guess those thing which is completely wrong

wed have acc 's mid term test 2..WISH ME GUD LUCK N ALL THE BEST !

sharing some random pic

emo pic

smile ?

 
took photo at campus 's toilet .Can u feel that campus's toilet nt high class at all ! Feel weird y call private uni lol

                          
on angela 's bed ~

close my eyes

T_T

Rmb respect ppl is most important in ur life no matter u r in house , campus ,either  society
* Dun ask me do those thing which i dun prefer
TIME GOES KINDA FAST FROM DAY TO DAY

feeling

Pretending to be happy when you're in pain is how strong you are as a person.

Finally ,finish debate and MA's  presentation on ytd.

End hectic life temporary 

Stressing and obsessing is my style 

bt, it is not a sin to be stress and obsess right 

Totally wonder that wat is the motives of study ? 

Izit get higher salary in future job either gt knowledge ? 

Speaking truth , i dun noe exactly lol xxx

Feel that no matter hw much effort that i put on ,still remaining the same ......

Izit possible my effort nt strong enuf either i didnt work hard ? I think is possible bah

The key of success seem far away from me 

ANYWAY , IM ON THE WAY TO PURSUE MY ASPIRATION ~

Effort will be paid off if u really workhard and have the determination 

Graduate soon , wat 's my next life after diploma ?

Wasting time ,money won't  come into my mind anymore 

Mayb will out to society to face strangers after graduate 

That just my plan only  , nt sure yet 

Just believe there olways a way out bt sometimes u hav to find out 

19 years old coming to the end soon .

Time for me to grow up 

Cant afraid of those matter anymore

Time for me to do something for family 

Make me proud of me 

Those attitude n behavior should removed by me 

nervous mood

My mind suddenly come out tis word ( treat hectic n stress life ) as experience .

 Increase my volume to make enemy shrink back .Haha

Trust , i can do it .

No more say out  hope can do it from me

Changing hope to must do it !

SUPER LOVE !
edited by andrea ^^
She remove those annoy pimple ! Haha..Hw awesome if my face without pimples same wif tis pic !

MY FAVOURITES PIC ^^

gorgeous !!!

streessful life

 Finally gt time to update my lovely blog.Feel im nt a blog kaki .Haha.

Tired to the max ,streess to the max ,busy to the hell!

 Wat the hell wif my recently life ! Damn stress

Exam coming soon .Alot assignment nid to do .

Week eight wan debate le.

Debate wif my fren by using chinese language is a big challenge to me ard .Now nid to debate by using english to fight wif enemy .

My response damn slow ! How to fight ?Oh my godness .

Maybe i need time to calm down ,deeply thinking for make my mind bcum more confidence .

Confidence . Y dun have any confidence on such girl like me ?

Everyday after cls, i sure hangout wif my beloved fren went for lunch or dinner .

Vy appreciate those moment .

Totally cant image the day without u all.

A day without joke , laugh come from u all .

It reli cano be denied that we getting more busy from time to time

 Bt, i enjoy uni life  .Do u noe ? Seriously , i damn deserved it

Next , a huge challenge to me which is take 5 subject on this sem ,we have at least five presentation

Overcome wif my TIMID

LET US LEARNING TO THE WORLDS END AND NVR REJECT TO THOSE DIFFUCULT TASK

Also, learn from mistakes to create ur future

Sometimes , we lose in order to success on next time .

Just trying to do tis.  I fully understand myself vy hard at all

Fighting tgt !

Have a view that treat stressfull life as an enjoyable life.You will more relax it

Opsss..wat is the time right nw ? Nearly 1230 am .

Time to slp for me. Frankly , i havent done my biz ethics assignement properly

                                   took photos wif aili n andrea at campus 's toilet


Dun put high expextation on me. Pls ....

心声

看了很多关于山羊座的性格，有些都很准

忧郁、内省、孤独、保守、怀旧、消极、没有安全感，也欠缺幽默感，常会装出高高在上或是严厉的姿态，以掩饰自己内在的脆弱。脑筋都不太会转弯，所以要和他沟通时得说明的非常具体，还要有一般人没有得耐心才行。摩羯座很不坚强，但爱逞强，可是一点都不强，自以为很强,不叫自以为是，叫脆弱中寻找坚强。，爱哭，但是可笑到不会哭，就是一脸坚强，还是摩羯座本来就是这种坚强的脸。。。其实摩羯座也爱家。爱担心，有时像小题大做，其实不是，是害怕做错，害怕犯错。。很会自责,一点一点就担心，就紧张，那不是做作，不是虚伪，只是害怕面对错误，不是逃避。其实摩羯座很真,他们什么都很拼命，爱闲事，很莫名其妙别说别人搞不懂他们，他们连自己也搞不懂，摩羯座很搏命，都要尽力做到最好，常常想着那遥远而长远的‘旅途’，他们很害怕黑暗，害怕寂寞，害怕撑不住害怕被误会，害怕被忽略，害怕被挨骂，害怕被失信，害怕一切一切。。。摩羯座内心深处.待人发掘。

 最受不了被批评：山羊

 最怕肉麻：山羊

 最有上进心：山羊

最不快乐：山羊

可以很容易满足也可以很不满足。有时自己也不了解自己

最近两个星期睡得很不好。晚上迟睡，早上七早八早眼睛就开了。睡下去又醒来。开心！十一点半跟auntine去shopping!YEAH!^^觉得我要学习的，要进步的地方还有很多很多。Sem four要开始了，sem seven也要到了，真不想和大家分开呢。如果我们是sem one就认识就好了。我更不想快点出社会，但是我不想不也没办法。时间可以不要过得这样快吗。Face to reality lolx.。哈哈。我就是爱听emo song。

有时候

有时候，还蛮伤心的。已经过了那么久了，感觉上那些人还是那样觉得我，我并不是那样的人啊，不知道是我想太多还是。。。还有阿，有时，很烦。有的时候，该怎么沟通才正确呢。最近突然想起读中四那年的一天，班上的一位马来男同学竟然趁我站起来时把握的椅子来到后面去，当我坐下是才发现我已经在地上了。我的屁股的骨头是痛到！一坐下来就痛！最后，我还是忍不住地哭了。痛死我了!很多时候，不是要做什么都能做的.我真的不懂该怎么去表达，去做。做人真难。spt的朋友们!不管以后，未来我们会怎样希望大家不要忘记对方。

想啊想，现在有做promoter也好，可以买多几件我想要的长裤和七分裤，不过我怕找不到喜欢的。哈哈。也可以当成是自己的生活费。我好想做个好女孩
                                                                                            好女人
                                                                                            更是个好女儿

不想说，因为说了没人会董

wonderful day

my lunch ^^ sushi king , wif mum ,sis and her cutie child which called jin xing.After lunch , i finally bought u ^^ !

But i not vy satisfy.Yup, I am super greedy . Haha. Olways think i lack of pants .I want to learn earn more money to satisfy myself. Hehe.

忙碌

希望可以快点过完拜三，然后我的ptptn可以过。保佑我，保佑我。GOD BLESS ME .PLzz.我很坏。真的很坏。明明自己粗心，却还。不过，我想说四个字（坚持到底）。给我顺顺过吧。求我啊！！

bloody hell

那里去了海边回到家，不知道什么东西咬我的脚趾！现在很痒,红红的，肿起来了！瓦老！还有，assignmenttttt.显阿！还没做到明天又要做工了.

怎么会怎样？我的sem1 和sem2的result呢？快给我。下拜3，要交给ptptn的人了。担心死了。Pimple多多，又黑黑的我啊，几时才能变地白皙的皮肤和没有pimple的脸呢？Nextsem我更不敢想像了。对不起啦，我很坏。你拥有的已经很足够了。我只希望永远和家人开开心心。可爱的靖兴到了六月就1岁！也就是我来马六甲读书一年了！时间过得真的很快。

life

Sometimes, i hate tis kind of my life !! And dissapointed on everything include me oso^^. But i still me, didnt change . Why didnt change ? Why leh ? Can u change to more mature , less talk ,more clever ? Hahahaha.Dun worry abt me.I wil be all right . I lov my s.p.t.
But,I so sadddd

I think i didnt study well yet .No energy ard .Haizzz. Damn !!!!!!

tired !
Finally done my cert but i no confidence .
No confidence at all !!!

wat a busy life !!!!

fk !!!! No free time do my revision for next mon le !!!!!
== . Haizzzzzz .But i should say gambateh to myself. Forceeeeeeeeee

tired !!!!!! + deep panda eyes !

wat the fk !! No idea !

maybe i should cool down to thinking of more idea !

sryy

I want say sry to my fren ! It all my fault . I noe sry useless oso. I dun noe hw can i do right nw le. I admit that my mind olways think too much .Is it my mind got problem?


Sry to both of my best fren . I oso dun noe myself de.= =

i dun understand myself

y ? My brain must think too much .Gt problem ard ? I could nt believe .Honestly ,i dun understand myslef at all. I am a girl who gt mental problem lol.

Sry guys bcos i olways talked alot of nonsense

juz realize ....

i wish to be more satisfied with all thing which i own right nw , but can i do it?damn diffucult lolxxx

It canno be denied , yes ! i am crazy
Something ,sometimes ,someword ,some people ,some place. Suddenly , wish type all abt some word.

I am who i am >< i dun noe .Hrd to explain , dun nid explain.
bcos i dun understand myself oso.
I damn happy during the moment wif my family ^^
28/3/2011.....today &*&
According to my feeling.

I should nt olways miss my hometown
I should be more independent ,be grow up ,be mature .
RIGHT ???
say gd byeee

我不喜欢这样。真的。但又能怎样？

it all my fault ..........plz forgive me

抱歉。我是扫兴。我不大爱花钱。但我还是花了很多钱。没用的，有时不是我要不合群，是我真的不想花多多钱。除非，我没考试/发达了，不然我不会。。。。

真想什么都用自己的钱，家人做工辛苦，不想再花你们的钱了。我就是我。Tis is the reason why title of my blog is 我就是我。

还有阿，没信心的我，该怎么提起勇气？

i juz nid a phone include mp3 nd can take photo
i dun wan a expensive phone
Everything buy from myself .
Be independent,dun request fanily buy to me
BUt !!!
boring day, i miss homeeeeeeee
i am hu i am????

晚餐

昨晚自己炒得炒饭怪怪的，不是不好吃，应该是我的油放不够吧。结果，菜不熟。
THE MOST IMPORTANT IS U NOE WAT U WANT ,the less regret u will have.

I think i better forget it .That thing is not belong wif me de .Haizz,dun noe le. Canno be denied i am brainless !

I am blur,without care other ppl .Hate myself
I damn love fashion
- lov cotton on
-lov bugis street
-lov gucci bag
Yes, i lov mature !

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Again, i am stupid ,i am useless .
Sry , i do wrong le ! Hope will not harm anyone include me .Haizzz...how to remedy? Frankly ,i really dun noe .I hate myself.Make ppl dun like me.I have a lot of shortcomings .Who can forgive leh?
Mood ???
Tis weekend working at tesco plentong, less interact wif family .Only sunday morning had a rush breakfast .Father ,Siste and brother took photo wif my nephew ^.Mother working oso ^

result again

IN FACT ,I SHOULD SATISFIED WIF MY RESULT LE, NOE MY ABILITY ,THAT IS GOOD !
Wish to maintain like tis every sem ,but...........................

I stubborn,i useless,i can'nt do anything right .
Yes, this is me .A useless girl.

i am careless ,i am lazy ,i am stupid ,i can't do anything right !!!!
A useless ppl
Still have a big step from me to society

Almost a year, i promise that ( know u all is a good pleasure to me).I admit that i vy shao xin

Honestly,i hope u can happy ,long to me no see u smile.Sad 2 cos olways see ur sad face.
I hate that ppl make u sad !!!

Result released ard

Tis sem result down alillte bit le, but at least all pass.
I study untill more than 3am during exam week ,but mmu giv me tis result.
不管我这么努力，我的成绩也不会很好




Hard to decide

Why still same?? I hate it !
Damn ugly le me!!!!!
Can u disappear ?

So sad ,damn sad !!!!!

Recently , no mood

Sem 3 like ntg do to !!! Damn boring.HAHAHAHA

I miss tv 8 de乐在双城.I miss tey jin xin leh!!

Finally ,saw all spt team today le !!!! I dun reli like my new hairstyle ,but no choice.Should face the fact.

I juz wish to save more and more.Also,i should depend on myself.I lov working when i am free.

Study at mmu almost 1 year le, lov life wif u all but sometimes damn damn miss hometown
Hope can learn alot knowledge at here before graduate .

only me

我的事只有我自己最清楚，不用瞎猜。不只一样，是很多样，是多到。。，只有我自己最懂了

无动于衷+无能为力+力不从心



我很不应该

WORK HARD + TRY TO WORK HARD ^^ TRUST U CAN DO IT ^^

== ! no mood le!

Tired !!! But i like it !

confusing ~

I think i should Deep thinking ^^ for 1 week .

Waiting for a new phone again again again.

I dun wish to leave my home ,but totally inevitabe after i graduate lol !!

I should be a independent girl right cos i ard grow up...

I stil have alot things nid to learn ++++++++++

Trust it !!! Time is precious !

I wan a part time jobbbb

Nw, Is it real me ???

How about future of me ?

HIAO  AR  ME ！！！HAHAAHAHA !!!
I wish to know future of me .About my future career  ,my future looks ,and all of my future ! I wish to change my stupid mind ! i wish to be more mature !





Can i achieve my aspiration ???

Dun put high expection on me bcos i am a blur girl, a sakai girl ,everything oso dun noe de girl
In fact, i am a stupid girl .U all juz havent notice it only .


S.P.T ,i miss !! Miss those laugh,miss those face ,miss those joke .miss those expression ,miss those MOMENT .We will be graduate as soon as possible le.After graduate ,can we maintain our relationship untill forever ???
Plz ,dun forget each other yo!!!!!

What is mine future career ?????

ugly ,==

Seven months study in Mmu
Now, I becum ugly alot due to my face facing alot of pimples + panda eyes bcum more deep than before and u canno image that is me.


Every night before exam, i study till more 3 am .Damn tired !
Hopefully, after result cum out ,i will smile to myself ^^ cos i ard done all all all of my best

Marketing ...............................+ Marco...........................
Hopefully !!!
god bless me

这就是我，活在没压力，我会不习惯
所以，这就是我

^^^    Accurate
他们是如此单纯又是如此工于心计，他们是如此无私又是如此自我，他们是如此向往光明又是如此沉溺于黑暗，他们是如此自信又是如此自卑，他们是如此慷慨大方又是如此悭吝小气，他们是如此敏感细致又是如此麻木迟钝，他们是如此热情如火又是如此冷若冰霜，他们是如此崇拜权力又是如此蔑视权威，他们是如此墨守陈规又是如此渴求自由，他们是如此追逐功成名就又是如此淡泊名利，他们是如此绝对信任又是如此多疑，他们是如此一诺千金又是如此幡然毁约，他们是如此浪漫温柔又是如此不解风情，他们是如此瞬息万变又是如此一层不变。他们的星座是魔羯。
　　
魔羯没有中间态。终其一生忍受内心各种相互矛盾的极端之间的冲突，无法清楚、绝对的表达自己是他们的宿命。到底是正还是邪？是善还是恶？他注定了感受误解、孤独、摇摆和困惑。他注定了越来越沉默。每一个泪水滑落的瞬间，是他们在轻轻和自己拥抱。他像追日的夸父，穷毕生之力寻找一个可以用尽他们所有的善而或所有的恶的人，让人性能够不再选择中挣扎，可是终将至死无果。
　　
然而，我想，当走向人生的尽头，魔羯回首的那刻一定是在微笑着：所有的善恶都是我，我的良心一路而来依旧清澈鲜活。我是魔羯，你无须懂

 

 

每次，一考完final，我就，STRESS一次，为什么？
上次是担心英文，这次是担心数学+全部
OMG！！ 12 marks run away !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
left 三科。我六科都没信心
result还没出，我现在已经知道，100%低过lastsem ，让我及格就好了。Haizzz，CGPA cover不回来了

my 12 markssss ..........................................

说不出的难过。。。。

HOPE , everything ^^will be all right ...........................................................................................................................................

不能否认，我就是迟钝

HAPPI！！

开心，1) 哥哥把电话拿回来了，but 不是我掉在巴士的电话. 没关系，这架比较好
           
           2)妈妈昨天买了很多东西给我，在短短两个礼拜我就花了妈妈rm 300， 包括手表。我做工再买回东西给你啊，妈妈。谢谢。


          其实，我很幸福，爸爸，妈妈，哥哥，姐姐，姐夫，都对我很好
thx u .我需要慢慢长大，你们就不再担心我了。还有阿很多事情如果我往好的方面就好咯，but  我就是这样，想太多，担心多。有时想说也难说。

     
        我的心很野，看人家有什么就要，可是我得到了却觉得并不适合我的。不是每个东西都适合每个人

很多东西不是你想要就能得到

不是所有你想要得到，想要去，想要做到就能做到得。我虽然很想去，但我知道你们的想法，不只因为那原因，也包括。。。
有时，我真的被烦死了。
你们都是为了我好，我懂。我不成熟所以你们不放心。只有我去玩要顾及多到数不清。在两年内我要变，变得不是现在的我，我会逼自己便变！




但，我该满足了，该感谢你们，我要读书，你们给我读书。我要renew passport.爸爸给我renew，所以我很想考好成绩给你们看，可是成绩跌很多。大家想法也不一样，我不敢乱花钱除非是我自己赚的。花多钱就。。因为不是我自己赚的。我是多么渴望有part time 工阿。用自己的钱买我要的东西。现在想换发型，换颜色。

还有阿。我的眼光是不是真的有问题？只是成熟点了。不过觉得有些穿起来不好看的。为什么我的眼光会是这样的？对不起，就是我眼光烂，浪费钱。我要做工也要考好成绩，但不能两全齐美的。

我长相普通，但我珍惜自己
珍惜每分每秒和家人，朋友们度过。有点怀念旧同学了。


这几天和你们玩得很开心。这时刻几时会在来过?我还要。24个人在沙滩，狂欢。I loving it .希望我们的友谊的到永远，不会忘记对方。

sweet memories wif u all

大家加油for final exam 。尽力，尽力。
要开心

我逼自己勤劳，努力，只因为我不想浪费你们的钱，你们做工很辛苦嘛，所以我不能让你们失望。我就是这样overstress.Haizzz


Ytd enjoy wif you all.Hard to forget ytd ,hope our frenship forever !!I vy happi I rmb ytd's memories wif u all although we too crazy!!!And a cake for celebrate our final exam

TOOK PHOTO WIF U ALL!!

我很笨，我很蠢，我很傻，我很纯 朋友们！请等待以上这几样消失的到来。I hate ,i hate ,i hate我的行为，举止。



摩羯女：一直为自己而感到困惑、骄傲、遗憾、后悔，一种感觉而已。不喜欢不喜欢的，喜欢喜欢的，又奇怪又正常，她们自己也不明白
摩羯女，看不惯很多东西，包括有时的自己。她们有底线和原则，不许触碰和违反。有些事也许对自己来说没什么，但就是不想违心，于是便说出连自己都不想听到的话。有一种说不出的感觉，也许又是追求完美的可怕心理在作祟，她们自己也不明白。
喜欢以不变应万变，这是个坏事。她们喜欢等待、观察、思考、犹豫、徘徊、顺其自然，总之是害怕选择，是懦夫的行为。于是他们选择逃避，躲的远远的，好象一切与自己没有关系，让自己忘记一切就好象什么都没发生过。自欺欺人也许有点严重，但这就是她们，她们自己也不明白
  i most remember is capricorn worry about unnecessary .This is totally cannot be denied by me .


FINAL exam coming soon
Stress ar!!! I still got have thing don't understand about probability and business finance .To my fren : u all sure will see my panda eyes soon 。