LOVE LIFE

hi guys. im back for blogging

it's been couple of months since i blogged

Recently, i made a video for my best ever sister

She told me that she cant hear the music but appreciated

I was kind of happy. WAHAHA

I was bein kinda bored at home so i intended to do something to make time passed faster

it was actually a super easy wayyy to make video

I copied all the photos we took n added with the music that we love the most

Lastly, i added with captions

Yeahhh. i done editing our video.

There's another thing i wanna share it out

Cant thanks mum enough for allowing me to go redang.

Thought she wont be agree with this.

I felt she turned into a completely reasonable mum at the moment.

Went redang with my babes on few weeks ago

IM AM GETTIN TANNED, GETTING CHUBBIER N GAINED WEIGHT. KILL ME PLZZ!

what will be worsen than suffering with this?

Felt nostalgic while lookin bk pic that we took tgt at there

It was absolutely awesome trip n experience

I tried the activity that i never tried before which is snorkeling

Thanks for the captain lookin after of me all the time when i was snorkeling

I afraid of water

I don't dare to sink myself into water even swimming pool

But i feel like learning how to swim after i bk from island coz swimming is good

You get the chance to see coral, turtle, shark n etc...

I swear im gonna bk for island in one dayyyy!

Had a good time with my gang when i was bk in mlc

Watched movie , yum char , had dinner n chit chat with them

Do really appreciated every second i spent with them. Time with them is never a wasted time

AND im so glad to knw a new fren.

Jane- Andrea's secondary clsmates

She look rather mature but appearance does not important at all

HAHA. I love her character

I bet she'll knw the reason if she's readin this post

I heard she likes laughing so hard n something she even laugh without any reason- almost same like me!

We should known each other earlier!

NVM. We met bcos got fated n i believe we'll meet up very soon right

Bunch of frens like them are really hard to come by

Though we rarely meet up yet our hearts are always stick tgt.

Knowing them in my life is probably one of the best thing.

ANGELA JOIE ANDREA AILI JANE ! I will never ever forget five of you.
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Things gettin more troublesome than what it was

it's not what i thought

im not willin to share but i promise i'll be all right very soon

Ppl grow up after they get though right

Forcing myself to be optimistic daily.

I AM DREADIN TO KNW THE OUTCOME LIKE NEVER BEFORE

Nothin will ever as bad as it now

Just keep me from getting fretting

I ve been waiting like a idiot.

Been tellin myself that from stop putting high hopes anymore

The more you hope, the more disappointed you'll get in the end

Fretting cares make grey hair- Worryin negative will make you getting older. Don't you think so?

There's no one else to blame on include yourself

Im not blamin anyone n i wont

I'll look forward to pursue my dream

Do you love challenging? Do you love obstacles?

They both are good for us actually

Ppl wont grow up if there's no challenging n obstacles faced by them

Have bummin at home for more than 3 months

Im gonna start workin on comin wed

Things will get better in the end (;

It's not called got torturing, it's called process of growin up

Im starting to feel that life's beautiful as long as you have positive mind.

Nothin can beat you up no matter how big the challenge is.

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My very soon to be 1 years old n 6 months nephew is bein veri intelligent. He's turnin 2 years old on next jan which is next yearrrrr

1) shakin his fingers as sayin " no no no"

2) clapping

My mum told me he clapped after he peeing. Knowing my mum will clap if he peep after mum take off his clothes n gonna take shower, he clapped before my mum do.

3) say " huat ah"

4) say " i want "

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perhaps, im still not ready for rlship.

Ppl around me ve been tellin me that you should try

Probably acceptin anyone now is the hardest things

ALL RIGHT

IT'S GETTIN LATE

IT'S TIME FOR US TO HIT THE HAY

GOOD NIGHT DUDES

THANKS FOR SPENDIN TIME ON MY BLOG

Those words stuck in my mind againnnn. arghhhh..

QUOTE OF THE DAY - He who hesitates is lost. Do not be indecisive(:

NEW YEAR EVE

it has been awhile since i updated my blog

Was busy settling and dealin new life things.

We' ve celebrated mum's birthday on 25/12 which is on christmas

What a coincidence!

 Mum's birthday is on christmas ! It's means everyone is celebratin with her on chrismtas .

Got asked out by sister for buyin mum's birthday on that day.

Intended to gv her surprise so we bought a birthday cake for her.

But a pity that got exposed coz mum found out when nephew kept openin fridge

One thing was really make us laughed our ass off ! Which is full of nephew saliva was droppin on the birthday cake when he was blowin out the candles .

We ve even took the pics of this ! LOL

Lemme share somethin diff of my birthday on this year !

Firstly , i ve to say thanks to parents for takin care of me, rasing me up n nurturing me.

Appreciated alot.

Im sry for not bein obedient girl always.

Received a text abt they might came over my house on fri for catchin up by aili on last week

ONCE AGAIN - Thanks for the birthday celebration in advance.

Thank you for not forgetting me. Inconceivable , i turned 20 on last saturday.

Though we r not studyin tgt in malacca but you'll still never forget me.

 Million thanks babes ! Big thanks to my best friends ( andrea) as well.

She purposely came jb for givin me surprise to celebrate my birthdayyy. Appreciated much :))!

i stunned after she gave me present ( espirit pencilbox ). * thought it's only a free gift but i dont mind . it's better than nothin . People should learn satisfied :)!

it' was really surprised me .

Knowing that im bein stingy n i wont definitely buy those branded things no matter how much i love it so she gave me this.

No worries . I will treasure it ! Will be missin you like madddd you knowwww.

I do hope you can forgive me for not treating you like princess this few days.

Woke you up early for the breakfast , kept pesterin + not letting you head to bed for havin pillow talk coz the chance is gettin lesser and snatched blanket with you !

I HAVE TO SAY THANK YOU TO THE REST OF MY BUDDIES WHICH IS

 Aili - the first fren i get know her in diploma. im still rmb my 1st impression for her :)!

 Joie - A pretty n mature girl . Thanks for always bein driver to bring us went shoppin.
I promise ! i swear ! My turn to be driver will be soon .
 Sry for makin you trouble yarrr .

Lastly ,  i ve to thank you my dearest sis :) Angela . " Babe i do hope you can be strong. We'all know it's hard to get over but you ve to do. You must be much optimistic than now when the next time we meet up okayy ! Dont look at past once you ve broke up with him. You a such a pretty girl ! why dont you forget him n have to happy life n make you proud of yourself ? I LOVE YOU FOREVER .

OKAYYYY ! im finish sharin all the happy thing that happened on me recently

Now , i have to share abt something serious 

- Settled everythin

- ve made up mind to study degree at psb academy on comin jan

- Paid application fees

- was busy settlin everthin abt degree . APPLIED N PAID APPLICATION FEES

- Kept comin over town for settling . Damn , it was so many thing. So troublesomeee

- Do not look at the past once make up mind - what i always talk to myself

- Sometimes, things r not goes as smooth as you think.

- But i could not able do any thing for parents except usin their money.

- Not come from rich family.

- Though i hardly use their's money but they never stopped nagging me ' don't be squanderer

- no matter whose money im gonna spend, i always tellin myself ' think twice b4 buyin '

-All the money we ve spent is hard earned money.

-im not a good daughter.

- i ve wore braces when i was secondary 5. cost rm 4800

- I ve also a best friend ( john )

- Dont get wrong idea

- He's only my best boy frens

- never hesitate to teach + help anyone whenever we ve doubt abt calculation sub when we were stuyin

diploma tgt.


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Had tango with frens last week

They were gettin ready to count down christmas.

They seemed enjoyed alot ! How i wish i was part of them but could not able to join.

Im the only exception.

btw,  my little nephew's turning 1 years old on comin jan .

it's like blink of eye.


THAT'S ALL FOR TODAYYY

May my wishes will come true:)!

@@@ Look at the bright side @@@

@@ Make  hay while the sun shines @@

@@@ All things come to him who waits @@@

I LOVE BEING WITH THEM

BACK TO REALITY

Im at hometown now

I utterly have no idea when is the day for me to met up with y'all

Feel like you'll will being happier without me

Im a pessimistic girl

Losing them just like losing part of my body .

It's rather + kinda sad like nobody will know unless you r part of me .

Or else , no one can definitely know how sad i am

what i afraid most is they might not rmb me anymore .

i ve been thinkin alot this few days

为什么我总觉得分开后，我失去十多个知己。

You guys are seriously insane like me . You'all r way too awesome

That's why i love stickin with y'all .

I never forgot the day on beach , how we enjoyed to the max .

Listening 一个人生活

Always make my mood down

                   AND

 it's olways tellin me im gonna live the rest of my journey with myself = alone .

it's okay bein misunderstood as long as you think you have clear conscience .

Last thin i wanna say is getting know y'all has made my life changed alot , better much than b4 getting know y'all

I swear im tellin truth .

don't forget me

HI GUYS . It's been awhile i didn't blog .

I was been busy for dealing n preparing with my last final exam at mmu last few weeks.

Just finished graduated trip with my clique

They all r in own hometown now.

Honestly, im glad to know y'all .

Thank you for some sisters always teaching me how to be more brave , mature although im still like a small child :( .

The saddest thing is knowing that this 'll probably be our last trip but some of them cant made it n some insisted on turning us away .

Most unexpected, you stood us up .

It's kinda sad when we know u cant able to join us .

You are the one who always bringing joy, humors and rumors to us .

LOL .What wet blanket .

Well, forget it . Perhaps, something came up made them cant made it . It's okay

I won't / never ever forget this friendship

What matter us the most is as long as we have fun

I never ever regret for joinin this big family n getting know y'all .

Although , some of us ve conflicted before but it's really inevitable for everyone from arguing right ? Due to we'all have diff view n diff mind .

Had much fun with my best friends on last weeks .

Im not sry for not attending secondary frens birthday party but i swear i wont miss the chance next time coz i have no idea when i can meet up with them after the trip .
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The saddest truth is our four days of trip are officially over.

Why was those days passed damn fast ?

I hate leavin , sayin goodbye n separatin .

It was the first time i cried for them .

The chalet at kukup was damn awesome n we had enjoyed much at there .

Playing majong n singing were the recreation for us at the moment.

It' was the first time i played majong. I won for 1 time only but it's better not zero right .

I like + love being with them .

Furthermore, we nvr forgot to celebrate birthday for Andrea .

 Her birthday is on end of this month so we planned to celebrate with her in advance .

Beng said she purposely choose ( peng you ) this song b4 the birthday song play .

This is also one of my favorite song

Actually , i ve mentioned to fren that we must sing this song at kukup b4 the trip start

Bet it's was the biggest surprise that she ever received .

On the last day of trip b4 they headed back to own hometown, the girls included me were instigating Andrea for staying one more day in jb at kukup coz some of us would have program .

And our effort were worth ! Her mum approved her joined us one more day.
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Not wanting to leave them but nothin else i can do except leave since i ve made up my mind .

A pity that i cant able to join every rest of the activity of y'all anymore.

I have to say this out . Leaving them doesn't mean nothin to me . Heart never fail dropping tears after the day they leaved till now

I cant stop thinking about all the memories that we had .

Don't forget to ask out every spt member to attend wedding if anyone of us get marry .

I swear they r the kindest , craziest friends i ever met .

Some of them r like to joke with us such as saying some sarcastic words

Do not get wrong . Don't take it as pick on .


^^ Another thing that realized by me is having huge money doesn't make me happy but friends does . ^^

What i hope is we can say hi to each other automatically if bump into in one day .

No doubt i afraid of facing new environment , makin new friends and being looked down .

But don't worry . I wont give up on pursuing dream .

I supposed slping on the bed n dreaming of my prince right now but im still blogging.

Intended to blog on last few days but never . LOL

One thing cannot be denied by me is looking at such status always make me being upset n mood damn down.

Sometimes, i feel im rather cruel but did some of us care about me ? Pondering this topic always make me don't have mood for doin everythin.

Im a pessimist .

It's kinda piss off coz i ve been using the product since last year but it seem doesn't work at all .

Obviously , there's no way to destroy it .

UNLESS, i have huge money .

First thing i will do once i get huge money is trying every ways to cure till there's no pimples on my face.

But this wont happen on me . Impossible .


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The weird me believe in everything had been set by god .

Things always doesn't turn into what i wanted .

WHAT IF YOU ONLY HAD ONE DAY TO LIVE

What will you do ?

I ve been thinking this question everydayyyy .
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Oh damn ,  i miss eating the liu sha pau . The inside ingredients include duck egg .It was the first time i ate n it's suited my taste .

The pau was succulent .

I never ate this type of pau b4 !

It's special n only selling in mlc n kl but i personally think kl 1 is better than mlc

Don't feel like giving me punch if anyone of you from mlc r lookin at this . HEHE

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It's really rather late now .

I m knocking off soon .


Okayyyyyy. I seriously should stop writing now . IM NOT kidding .

That'all for tdy .

Capricorn

摩羯座的他們是一個很難理解的星座，因為他們的性格太多元化。他可以幽默，可以冷漠，可以柔弱，可以堅強，可以成熟，可以天真，可以精明，可以傻氣，說話往往口是心非，你們永遠猜不透他們在想什麼。不要說他們是在裝，其實，這才是真正的摩羯，一個千變萬化的他。


不要對摩羯座撒謊，其實他心裡很清楚，只是不說；他們習慣了默默承受一切，就算生氣了也會為對方找各種理由；原諒對於摩羯座來說並不難，因為他們只會讓自己受傷，而不會去傷害別人。所以不要欺負摩羯座，對他們而言，最好的報復不是沈默而是離開。他們的放棄，通常都在一念之間。


摩羯座的人本能的排斥虛偽和做作的人。摩羯座的人不會真的發火，就算生氣，也很快忘記！摩羯座的人只對真正懂自己的人，展示他的創造性，他的情緒變得冷淡就證明他開始對你重新審視， 當他越是沈默，就代表他越是生氣。


摩羯座的字典裡永遠沒有「利用」兩個字，他們不懂得什麼叫阿諛奉承，什麼叫陽奉陰違；摩羯座脾氣急，易衝動，很真很瀟灑；摩羯座喜怒哀樂都表現在臉上，不懂得什麼是偽裝；摩羯座膽大，喜歡挑戰不能完成的事。


摩羯的反擊力很強，吵架的時候、他可能會說一些很傷人的話，其實、他不是故意的，那是摩羯的直覺反應、吵架就是要贏嘛！摩羯可能一說出口就後悔了，可是經常很難拉下臉來道歉，不要跟他慪氣、放他一馬他心裡會很感謝、對你加倍的好。


摩羯座的人：
最不能接受朋友的不信任、出賣、背叛。
現在的生活很迷惘、找不到出口、但對未來堅定而充滿希望。
生氣的小事很快就會忘記、不記仇。
別人對自己的好會銘記於心、有恩必報。
不善於表達自己的情感、所以常常用沉默取代表達。
深思謹慎、冷靜而準確的判斷力。
予人沈穩而嚴肅的印象。
有強烈的責任感和企圖心、時時鞭策自己努力實現理想。
但是凡事都太過認真、乃至拘泥。
而顯得過於剛強、冥頑不靈。


摩羯座很溫柔、喜歡熱鬧。
執著、哭點很低、其實膽小卻偽裝勇敢。
不喜歡選擇、不喜歡做決定、害怕傷害、牽掛太多。
明明知道自己要改變卻無力改變。
想要驕傲、想要自信、相信幸福、容易認真。
不記仇、太隨和所以沒有深交。


如果你傷害了摩羯，放心吧、他不會報復、只會對你避而遠之，如果你污衊了摩羯，放心吧、他不會解釋、只會與你從此不相往來，因為摩羯們相信沉默是最大的報復、時間是最好的證明，驕傲的摩羯、內心強大的難以置信。


摩羯座低調，內向憂鬱，常常裝出一副嚴厲的姿態，給人感覺很冷漠，其實內心是火熱的，很善良，不容易拒絕別人，尤其是自己看重的人，受傷了就會想要逃避，多數是吃軟不吃硬！脾氣很大，但是對事不對人！他們凡事都想靠自己完成，不想周圍的人為他操心，他們很重視面子。很少有人真正瞭解摩羯座。


摩羯座不會耍心機；摩羯座講義氣夠朋友；摩羯座對待感情認真專一；摩羯座最要面子，摩羯座最重要的是尊嚴，摩羯座很顧家；摩羯座脾氣不好但心地善良；摩羯座喜歡逞強；摩羯座害怕孤單；摩羯座的優點不是外貌而是氣質；摩羯座很陽光又開朗；摩羯座不兇很好相處。


一個充滿浪漫，夢想的星座、溫柔的星座。
一個堅強且自卑，頑固且軟弱，驕傲且自憐的星座。
一個一直扮演好孩子的角色，卻一直擁有壞孩子的心態的星座。
一個有時乖巧，有時瘋狂，有時堅強，有時脆弱的星座。
有時候不溫柔、脾氣不好、容易生氣、容易吃醋、容易心痛、很任性、生氣時不想說話、開心了會傻笑、受委屈會放在心裡、在乎了就會想讓你知道、喜歡在傷心的時候聽傷心的歌。


天生善良、感情脆弱、很沒有安全感

I love being with u all 

My mind to them <3 

My life is so perfect bcoz of them .

Getting know u all make my life have much diff and colorful 

I bet saying goodbye to each other is the words we don't wish to say out the most

Being with them is the most happiest moment i ever had

I do appreciate every moment with them 

No matter how much we don't wish to face the truth , we still have to face .

i hate facing truth and saying goodbye 

Once spoken , means that we don't know when we can met again after graduating . 

Been sticking with them around 2 years. 

The day for us to separate is getting closer n nearer .

I will definitely miss the laugh , joke of u all .

If god willing to give me 1 more years , i will spend more time with them . 

I guess ppl will only realize how important the person is when she/he is not around anymore .

It's kinda sad right ?

What i hope is we can bump into each other accidentally in one day

I want tell to someone .

If you dare to forget me , i will kill you . XD

Don't forget me after making new friends . 

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Reason that i afraid of working is - im not good at english .This is the main point . Sigh , i seriously regret for not being a hardworking girl when i was in primary n secondary school . 

But as we know , working is part of life . We cant run away from working no matter how hate you are. 

Fight for ur future . 

LIFE IS SHORT .LET'S CRAZY AT LEAST ONCE .

i woke up around 11am and i've been listening to hitz.fm since 11am till now

I have yet eat anything even drink water

i'm going to cook noodles again as lunch but this time might have some different which is i will fried egg .

I dislike doing nothing at hostel

i'm being bored again

Always stuck at hostel facing to laptop and phone on every weekend .

What else i can do ? I have no idea

My mind suddenly come one idea out which is singing !

Feel like singing now

I need a microphone right here right nowwwww :((

Arghhhhh
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Went to watch astro 大决赛 with my friends yesterday

We intended to eat nateje but our time weren't enough .

Nicole was the champion and she deserved to win !

i strongly support her .

Her voice was damn powerful and amazing

Bet you guys will definitely fall in love with her voice if you guys 've listened before .

Those Song was sung by her include rumor has it , power of love , and i cant remember the rest .HAHA




                                                      IT'S about me and what's on my mind 

  im not born with rich family .

 And I'm quite satisfied with everything because they are dote me and pamper me the most .

But I won't being impulsive to buy something that i desired although i love the most .

I never forget the one who nurture me since i was young.

it's necessary for me to payback them.

So, payback to parents is a must.

Slightly confuse about my future

im thinking for future everyday.

I'm entirely regret for not forcing myself to study hard when i was primary.

As we know , making a wrong choice will lead ppl regret forever.

Knowing that it's quite late to study hard but i wont give up .
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I'm here for studying and pursuing my dream instead of squandering money

NO one probably know and understand what's on mind .

 Don't be a shopaholic / squander mania


1) Think deeply before deciding and doing everything.

 2) Some obstacles wont beat me down because fall doesn't mean fail . It's only telling me how to move forward .

3) The only way to steal ur joy and keep you busy doing nothing is worry

Just keep myself from getting worry ^^


















TAKEN at jonker street

I was obviously looking black in this picture :( but it's truth . I won't denied if you guys comment i'm black in real life

I was spending around half hour to make up .

It's normal for every girl and woman .

It's inevitable for me to dress up around half hour before going out

ESTHER PHANG AND ANDREA ONG 

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a super bored weekend

Everyday thinking what i should wear to campus.

One thing wont be denied by me is im lack of apparels

Pampering session is buy something to make myself to feel happy

Went jusco for watcching vampire hunter and had a random shop at there .

Few stuff caught my eyes

I bought eye liner , biore cleansing oil and nose pose in jusco

ALL FROM SASA

I spent around rm50 on these few days

exaggerate right ?

Don't doubt i love to spent money

i'm definitely not that sort of person

The reason why i bought eye liner due to mine 1 gonna run out soon

and it's under promotion prices now !

where i went yesterday 

i enjoyed classic fish n chips in simply fish with my girls

you will definitely love the taste after eating

WE SNAPPED QUITE A LOT OF PHOTO

That's what we took during yesterday night

What i can say is it was a wonderful night on yesterday

BACK TO NOW .

Well, im stuck at hostel and im bored to the max

Nothing for me to do right here right here

So, i m blogging now

I'm missing my family so much

didnt get to see them for two weeks but seems like a year !

AND i guess i m gonna stuck at here for this weekend

I keep forcing myself not thinking about family now

i'm escaping from missing my family

i'm gonna give myself something to do for not missing family .

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FUTURE

I'm the one who always thinking a lot about my future

Slightly confuse and no idea what to do for my future

As we know well, making a wrong choice will lead ppl regret forever

we should think deeply before deciding and making choice.

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FAMILY

I never forget the one who nurture me since i was young

it's necessary for me to payback them.

Bringing up a baby either children it's not a easy and it's hard task more than u think

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i feel like eating sumptuous meal again now !

off to get ready to back hometown because of last minute decision !