it has been awhile since i updated my blog
Was busy settling and dealin new life things.
We' ve celebrated mum's birthday on 25/12 which is on christmas
What a coincidence!
Mum's birthday is on christmas ! It's means everyone is celebratin with her on chrismtas .
Got asked out by sister for buyin mum's birthday on that day.
Intended to gv her surprise so we bought a birthday cake for her.
But a pity that got exposed coz mum found out when nephew kept openin fridge
One thing was really make us laughed our ass off ! Which is full of nephew saliva was droppin on the birthday cake when he was blowin out the candles .
We ve even took the pics of this ! LOL
Lemme share somethin diff of my birthday on this year !
Firstly , i ve to say thanks to parents for takin care of me, rasing me up n nurturing me.
Appreciated alot.
Im sry for not bein obedient girl always.
Received a text abt they might came over my house on fri for catchin up by aili on last week
ONCE AGAIN - Thanks for the birthday celebration in advance.
Thank you for not forgetting me. Inconceivable , i turned 20 on last saturday.
Though we r not studyin tgt in malacca but you'll still never forget me.
Million thanks babes ! Big thanks to my best friends ( andrea) as well.
She purposely came jb for givin me surprise to celebrate my birthdayyy. Appreciated much :))!
i stunned after she gave me present ( espirit pencilbox ). * thought it's only a free gift but i dont mind . it's better than nothin . People should learn satisfied :)!
it' was really surprised me .
Knowing that im bein stingy n i wont definitely buy those branded things no matter how much i love it so she gave me this.
No worries . I will treasure it ! Will be missin you like madddd you knowwww.
I do hope you can forgive me for not treating you like princess this few days.
Woke you up early for the breakfast , kept pesterin + not letting you head to bed for havin pillow talk coz the chance is gettin lesser and snatched blanket with you !
I HAVE TO SAY THANK YOU TO THE REST OF MY BUDDIES WHICH IS
Aili - the first fren i get know her in diploma. im still rmb my 1st impression for her :)!
Joie - A pretty n mature girl . Thanks for always bein driver to bring us went shoppin.
I promise ! i swear ! My turn to be driver will be soon .
Sry for makin you trouble yarrr .
Lastly , i ve to thank you my dearest sis :) Angela . " Babe i do hope you can be strong. We'all know it's hard to get over but you ve to do. You must be much optimistic than now when the next time we meet up okayy ! Dont look at past once you ve broke up with him. You a such a pretty girl ! why dont you forget him n have to happy life n make you proud of yourself ? I LOVE YOU FOREVER .
OKAYYYY ! im finish sharin all the happy thing that happened on me recently
Now , i have to share abt something serious
- Settled everythin
- ve made up mind to study degree at psb academy on comin jan
- Paid application fees
- was busy settlin everthin abt degree . APPLIED N PAID APPLICATION FEES
- Kept comin over town for settling . Damn , it was so many thing. So troublesomeee
- Do not look at the past once make up mind - what i always talk to myself
- Sometimes, things r not goes as smooth as you think.
- But i could not able do any thing for parents except usin their money.
- Not come from rich family.
- Though i hardly use their's money but they never stopped nagging me ' don't be squanderer
- no matter whose money im gonna spend, i always tellin myself ' think twice b4 buyin '
-All the money we ve spent is hard earned money.
-im not a good daughter.
- i ve wore braces when i was secondary 5. cost rm 4800
- I ve also a best friend ( john )
- Dont get wrong idea
- He's only my best boy frens
- never hesitate to teach + help anyone whenever we ve doubt abt calculation sub when we were stuyin
diploma tgt.
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Had tango with frens last week
They were gettin ready to count down christmas.
They seemed enjoyed alot ! How i wish i was part of them but could not able to join.
Im the only exception.
btw, my little nephew's turning 1 years old on comin jan .
it's like blink of eye.
THAT'S ALL FOR TODAYYY
May my wishes will come true:)!
@@@ Look at the bright side @@@
@@ Make hay while the sun shines @@
@@@ All things come to him who waits @@@
2012年12月31日星期一
2012年10月14日星期日
I LOVE BEING WITH THEM
BACK TO REALITY
Im at hometown now
I utterly have no idea when is the day for me to met up with y'all
Feel like you'll will being happier without me
Im a pessimistic girl
Losing them just like losing part of my body .
It's rather + kinda sad like nobody will know unless you r part of me .
Or else , no one can definitely know how sad i am
what i afraid most is they might not rmb me anymore .
i ve been thinkin alot this few days
为什么我总觉得分开后，我失去十多个知己。
You guys are seriously insane like me . You'all r way too awesome
That's why i love stickin with y'all .
I never forgot the day on beach , how we enjoyed to the max .
Listening 一个人生活
Always make my mood down
AND
it's olways tellin me im gonna live the rest of my journey with myself = alone .
it's okay bein misunderstood as long as you think you have clear conscience .
Last thin i wanna say is getting know y'all has made my life changed alot , better much than b4 getting know y'all
I swear im tellin truth .
Im at hometown now
I utterly have no idea when is the day for me to met up with y'all
Feel like you'll will being happier without me
Im a pessimistic girl
Losing them just like losing part of my body .
It's rather + kinda sad like nobody will know unless you r part of me .
Or else , no one can definitely know how sad i am
what i afraid most is they might not rmb me anymore .
i ve been thinkin alot this few days
为什么我总觉得分开后，我失去十多个知己。
You guys are seriously insane like me . You'all r way too awesome
That's why i love stickin with y'all .
I never forgot the day on beach , how we enjoyed to the max .
Listening 一个人生活
Always make my mood down
AND
it's olways tellin me im gonna live the rest of my journey with myself = alone .
it's okay bein misunderstood as long as you think you have clear conscience .
Last thin i wanna say is getting know y'all has made my life changed alot , better much than b4 getting know y'all
I swear im tellin truth .
2012年10月8日星期一
don't forget me
HI GUYS . It's been awhile i didn't blog .
I was been busy for dealing n preparing with my last final exam at mmu last few weeks.
Just finished graduated trip with my clique
They all r in own hometown now.
Honestly, im glad to know y'all .
Thank you for some sisters always teaching me how to be more brave , mature although im still like a small child :( .
The saddest thing is knowing that this 'll probably be our last trip but some of them cant made it n some insisted on turning us away .
Most unexpected, you stood us up .
It's kinda sad when we know u cant able to join us .
You are the one who always bringing joy, humors and rumors to us .
LOL .What wet blanket .
Well, forget it . Perhaps, something came up made them cant made it . It's okay
I won't / never ever forget this friendship
What matter us the most is as long as we have fun
I never ever regret for joinin this big family n getting know y'all .
Although , some of us ve conflicted before but it's really inevitable for everyone from arguing right ? Due to we'all have diff view n diff mind .
Had much fun with my best friends on last weeks .
Im not sry for not attending secondary frens birthday party but i swear i wont miss the chance next time coz i have no idea when i can meet up with them after the trip .
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The saddest truth is our four days of trip are officially over.
Why was those days passed damn fast ?
I hate leavin , sayin goodbye n separatin .
It was the first time i cried for them .
The chalet at kukup was damn awesome n we had enjoyed much at there .
Playing majong n singing were the recreation for us at the moment.
It' was the first time i played majong. I won for 1 time only but it's better not zero right .
I like + love being with them .
Furthermore, we nvr forgot to celebrate birthday for Andrea .
Her birthday is on end of this month so we planned to celebrate with her in advance .
Beng said she purposely choose ( peng you ) this song b4 the birthday song play .
This is also one of my favorite song
Actually , i ve mentioned to fren that we must sing this song at kukup b4 the trip start
Bet it's was the biggest surprise that she ever received .
On the last day of trip b4 they headed back to own hometown, the girls included me were instigating Andrea for staying one more day in jb at kukup coz some of us would have program .
And our effort were worth ! Her mum approved her joined us one more day.
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Not wanting to leave them but nothin else i can do except leave since i ve made up my mind .
A pity that i cant able to join every rest of the activity of y'all anymore.
I have to say this out . Leaving them doesn't mean nothin to me . Heart never fail dropping tears after the day they leaved till now
I cant stop thinking about all the memories that we had .
Don't forget to ask out every spt member to attend wedding if anyone of us get marry .
I swear they r the kindest , craziest friends i ever met .
Some of them r like to joke with us such as saying some sarcastic words
Do not get wrong . Don't take it as pick on .
^^ Another thing that realized by me is having huge money doesn't make me happy but friends does . ^^
What i hope is we can say hi to each other automatically if bump into in one day .
No doubt i afraid of facing new environment , makin new friends and being looked down .
But don't worry . I wont give up on pursuing dream .
I supposed slping on the bed n dreaming of my prince right now but im still blogging.
Intended to blog on last few days but never . LOL
One thing cannot be denied by me is looking at such status always make me being upset n mood damn down.
Sometimes, i feel im rather cruel but did some of us care about me ? Pondering this topic always make me don't have mood for doin everythin.
Im a pessimist .
It's kinda piss off coz i ve been using the product since last year but it seem doesn't work at all .
Obviously , there's no way to destroy it .
UNLESS, i have huge money .
First thing i will do once i get huge money is trying every ways to cure till there's no pimples on my face.
But this wont happen on me . Impossible .
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The weird me believe in everything had been set by god .
Things always doesn't turn into what i wanted .
WHAT IF YOU ONLY HAD ONE DAY TO LIVE
What will you do ?
I ve been thinking this question everydayyyy .
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Oh damn , i miss eating the liu sha pau . The inside ingredients include duck egg .It was the first time i ate n it's suited my taste .
The pau was succulent .
I never ate this type of pau b4 !
It's special n only selling in mlc n kl but i personally think kl 1 is better than mlc
Don't feel like giving me punch if anyone of you from mlc r lookin at this . HEHE
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It's really rather late now .
I m knocking off soon .
Okayyyyyy. I seriously should stop writing now . IM NOT kidding .
That'all for tdy .
I was been busy for dealing n preparing with my last final exam at mmu last few weeks.
Just finished graduated trip with my clique
They all r in own hometown now.
Honestly, im glad to know y'all .
Thank you for some sisters always teaching me how to be more brave , mature although im still like a small child :( .
The saddest thing is knowing that this 'll probably be our last trip but some of them cant made it n some insisted on turning us away .
Most unexpected, you stood us up .
It's kinda sad when we know u cant able to join us .
You are the one who always bringing joy, humors and rumors to us .
LOL .What wet blanket .
Well, forget it . Perhaps, something came up made them cant made it . It's okay
I won't / never ever forget this friendship
What matter us the most is as long as we have fun
I never ever regret for joinin this big family n getting know y'all .
Although , some of us ve conflicted before but it's really inevitable for everyone from arguing right ? Due to we'all have diff view n diff mind .
Had much fun with my best friends on last weeks .
Im not sry for not attending secondary frens birthday party but i swear i wont miss the chance next time coz i have no idea when i can meet up with them after the trip .
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The saddest truth is our four days of trip are officially over.
Why was those days passed damn fast ?
I hate leavin , sayin goodbye n separatin .
It was the first time i cried for them .
The chalet at kukup was damn awesome n we had enjoyed much at there .
Playing majong n singing were the recreation for us at the moment.
It' was the first time i played majong. I won for 1 time only but it's better not zero right .
I like + love being with them .
Furthermore, we nvr forgot to celebrate birthday for Andrea .
Her birthday is on end of this month so we planned to celebrate with her in advance .
Beng said she purposely choose ( peng you ) this song b4 the birthday song play .
This is also one of my favorite song
Actually , i ve mentioned to fren that we must sing this song at kukup b4 the trip start
Bet it's was the biggest surprise that she ever received .
On the last day of trip b4 they headed back to own hometown, the girls included me were instigating Andrea for staying one more day in jb at kukup coz some of us would have program .
And our effort were worth ! Her mum approved her joined us one more day.
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Not wanting to leave them but nothin else i can do except leave since i ve made up my mind .
A pity that i cant able to join every rest of the activity of y'all anymore.
I have to say this out . Leaving them doesn't mean nothin to me . Heart never fail dropping tears after the day they leaved till now
I cant stop thinking about all the memories that we had .
Don't forget to ask out every spt member to attend wedding if anyone of us get marry .
I swear they r the kindest , craziest friends i ever met .
Some of them r like to joke with us such as saying some sarcastic words
Do not get wrong . Don't take it as pick on .
^^ Another thing that realized by me is having huge money doesn't make me happy but friends does . ^^
What i hope is we can say hi to each other automatically if bump into in one day .
No doubt i afraid of facing new environment , makin new friends and being looked down .
But don't worry . I wont give up on pursuing dream .
I supposed slping on the bed n dreaming of my prince right now but im still blogging.
Intended to blog on last few days but never . LOL
One thing cannot be denied by me is looking at such status always make me being upset n mood damn down.
Sometimes, i feel im rather cruel but did some of us care about me ? Pondering this topic always make me don't have mood for doin everythin.
Im a pessimist .
It's kinda piss off coz i ve been using the product since last year but it seem doesn't work at all .
Obviously , there's no way to destroy it .
UNLESS, i have huge money .
First thing i will do once i get huge money is trying every ways to cure till there's no pimples on my face.
But this wont happen on me . Impossible .
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The weird me believe in everything had been set by god .
Things always doesn't turn into what i wanted .
WHAT IF YOU ONLY HAD ONE DAY TO LIVE
What will you do ?
I ve been thinking this question everydayyyy .
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Oh damn , i miss eating the liu sha pau . The inside ingredients include duck egg .It was the first time i ate n it's suited my taste .
The pau was succulent .
I never ate this type of pau b4 !
It's special n only selling in mlc n kl but i personally think kl 1 is better than mlc
Don't feel like giving me punch if anyone of you from mlc r lookin at this . HEHE
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It's really rather late now .
I m knocking off soon .
Okayyyyyy. I seriously should stop writing now . IM NOT kidding .
That'all for tdy .
2012年8月9日星期四
Capricorn
摩羯座的他們是一個很難理解的星座，因為他們的性格太多元化。他可以幽默，可以冷漠，可以柔弱，可以堅強，可以成熟，可以天真，可以精明，可以傻氣，說話往往口是心非，你們永遠猜不透他們在想什麼。不要說他們是在裝，其實，這才是真正的摩羯，一個千變萬化的他。
不要對摩羯座撒謊，其實他心裡很清楚，只是不說；他們習慣了默默承受一切，就算生氣了也會為對方找各種理由；原諒對於摩羯座來說並不難，因為他們只會讓自己受傷，而不會去傷害別人。所以不要欺負摩羯座，對他們而言，最好的報復不是沈默而是離開。他們的放棄，通常都在一念之間。
摩羯座的人本能的排斥虛偽和做作的人。摩羯座的人不會真的發火，就算生氣，也很快忘記！摩羯座的人只對真正懂自己的人，展示他的創造性，他的情緒變得冷淡就證明他開始對你重新審視， 當他越是沈默，就代表他越是生氣。
摩羯座的字典裡永遠沒有「利用」兩個字，他們不懂得什麼叫阿諛奉承，什麼叫陽奉陰違；摩羯座脾氣急，易衝動，很真很瀟灑；摩羯座喜怒哀樂都表現在臉上，不懂得什麼是偽裝；摩羯座膽大，喜歡挑戰不能完成的事。
摩羯的反擊力很強，吵架的時候、他可能會說一些很傷人的話，其實、他不是故意的，那是摩羯的直覺反應、吵架就是要贏嘛！摩羯可能一說出口就後悔了，可是經常很難拉下臉來道歉，不要跟他慪氣、放他一馬他心裡會很感謝、對你加倍的好。
摩羯座的人：
最不能接受朋友的不信任、出賣、背叛。
現在的生活很迷惘、找不到出口、但對未來堅定而充滿希望。
生氣的小事很快就會忘記、不記仇。
別人對自己的好會銘記於心、有恩必報。
不善於表達自己的情感、所以常常用沉默取代表達。
深思謹慎、冷靜而準確的判斷力。
予人沈穩而嚴肅的印象。
有強烈的責任感和企圖心、時時鞭策自己努力實現理想。
但是凡事都太過認真、乃至拘泥。
而顯得過於剛強、冥頑不靈。
摩羯座很溫柔、喜歡熱鬧。
執著、哭點很低、其實膽小卻偽裝勇敢。
不喜歡選擇、不喜歡做決定、害怕傷害、牽掛太多。
明明知道自己要改變卻無力改變。
想要驕傲、想要自信、相信幸福、容易認真。
不記仇、太隨和所以沒有深交。
如果你傷害了摩羯，放心吧、他不會報復、只會對你避而遠之，如果你污衊了摩羯，放心吧、他不會解釋、只會與你從此不相往來，因為摩羯們相信沉默是最大的報復、時間是最好的證明，驕傲的摩羯、內心強大的難以置信。
摩羯座低調，內向憂鬱，常常裝出一副嚴厲的姿態，給人感覺很冷漠，其實內心是火熱的，很善良，不容易拒絕別人，尤其是自己看重的人，受傷了就會想要逃避，多數是吃軟不吃硬！脾氣很大，但是對事不對人！他們凡事都想靠自己完成，不想周圍的人為他操心，他們很重視面子。很少有人真正瞭解摩羯座。
摩羯座不會耍心機；摩羯座講義氣夠朋友；摩羯座對待感情認真專一；摩羯座最要面子，摩羯座最重要的是尊嚴，摩羯座很顧家；摩羯座脾氣不好但心地善良；摩羯座喜歡逞強；摩羯座害怕孤單；摩羯座的優點不是外貌而是氣質；摩羯座很陽光又開朗；摩羯座不兇很好相處。
一個充滿浪漫，夢想的星座、溫柔的星座。
一個堅強且自卑，頑固且軟弱，驕傲且自憐的星座。
一個一直扮演好孩子的角色，卻一直擁有壞孩子的心態的星座。
一個有時乖巧，有時瘋狂，有時堅強，有時脆弱的星座。
有時候不溫柔、脾氣不好、容易生氣、容易吃醋、容易心痛、很任性、生氣時不想說話、開心了會傻笑、受委屈會放在心裡、在乎了就會想讓你知道、喜歡在傷心的時候聽傷心的歌。
天生善良、感情脆弱、很沒有安全感
不要對摩羯座撒謊，其實他心裡很清楚，只是不說；他們習慣了默默承受一切，就算生氣了也會為對方找各種理由；原諒對於摩羯座來說並不難，因為他們只會讓自己受傷，而不會去傷害別人。所以不要欺負摩羯座，對他們而言，最好的報復不是沈默而是離開。他們的放棄，通常都在一念之間。
摩羯座的人本能的排斥虛偽和做作的人。摩羯座的人不會真的發火，就算生氣，也很快忘記！摩羯座的人只對真正懂自己的人，展示他的創造性，他的情緒變得冷淡就證明他開始對你重新審視， 當他越是沈默，就代表他越是生氣。
摩羯座的字典裡永遠沒有「利用」兩個字，他們不懂得什麼叫阿諛奉承，什麼叫陽奉陰違；摩羯座脾氣急，易衝動，很真很瀟灑；摩羯座喜怒哀樂都表現在臉上，不懂得什麼是偽裝；摩羯座膽大，喜歡挑戰不能完成的事。
摩羯的反擊力很強，吵架的時候、他可能會說一些很傷人的話，其實、他不是故意的，那是摩羯的直覺反應、吵架就是要贏嘛！摩羯可能一說出口就後悔了，可是經常很難拉下臉來道歉，不要跟他慪氣、放他一馬他心裡會很感謝、對你加倍的好。
摩羯座的人：
最不能接受朋友的不信任、出賣、背叛。
現在的生活很迷惘、找不到出口、但對未來堅定而充滿希望。
生氣的小事很快就會忘記、不記仇。
別人對自己的好會銘記於心、有恩必報。
不善於表達自己的情感、所以常常用沉默取代表達。
深思謹慎、冷靜而準確的判斷力。
予人沈穩而嚴肅的印象。
有強烈的責任感和企圖心、時時鞭策自己努力實現理想。
但是凡事都太過認真、乃至拘泥。
而顯得過於剛強、冥頑不靈。
摩羯座很溫柔、喜歡熱鬧。
執著、哭點很低、其實膽小卻偽裝勇敢。
不喜歡選擇、不喜歡做決定、害怕傷害、牽掛太多。
明明知道自己要改變卻無力改變。
想要驕傲、想要自信、相信幸福、容易認真。
不記仇、太隨和所以沒有深交。
如果你傷害了摩羯，放心吧、他不會報復、只會對你避而遠之，如果你污衊了摩羯，放心吧、他不會解釋、只會與你從此不相往來，因為摩羯們相信沉默是最大的報復、時間是最好的證明，驕傲的摩羯、內心強大的難以置信。
摩羯座低調，內向憂鬱，常常裝出一副嚴厲的姿態，給人感覺很冷漠，其實內心是火熱的，很善良，不容易拒絕別人，尤其是自己看重的人，受傷了就會想要逃避，多數是吃軟不吃硬！脾氣很大，但是對事不對人！他們凡事都想靠自己完成，不想周圍的人為他操心，他們很重視面子。很少有人真正瞭解摩羯座。
摩羯座不會耍心機；摩羯座講義氣夠朋友；摩羯座對待感情認真專一；摩羯座最要面子，摩羯座最重要的是尊嚴，摩羯座很顧家；摩羯座脾氣不好但心地善良；摩羯座喜歡逞強；摩羯座害怕孤單；摩羯座的優點不是外貌而是氣質；摩羯座很陽光又開朗；摩羯座不兇很好相處。
一個充滿浪漫，夢想的星座、溫柔的星座。
一個堅強且自卑，頑固且軟弱，驕傲且自憐的星座。
一個一直扮演好孩子的角色，卻一直擁有壞孩子的心態的星座。
一個有時乖巧，有時瘋狂，有時堅強，有時脆弱的星座。
有時候不溫柔、脾氣不好、容易生氣、容易吃醋、容易心痛、很任性、生氣時不想說話、開心了會傻笑、受委屈會放在心裡、在乎了就會想讓你知道、喜歡在傷心的時候聽傷心的歌。
天生善良、感情脆弱、很沒有安全感
I love being with u all
My mind to them <3
My life is so perfect bcoz of them .
Getting know u all make my life have much diff and colorful
I bet saying goodbye to each other is the words we don't wish to say out the most
Being with them is the most happiest moment i ever had
I do appreciate every moment with them
No matter how much we don't wish to face the truth , we still have to face .
i hate facing truth and saying goodbye
Once spoken , means that we don't know when we can met again after graduating .
Been sticking with them around 2 years.
The day for us to separate is getting closer n nearer .
I will definitely miss the laugh , joke of u all .
If god willing to give me 1 more years , i will spend more time with them .
I guess ppl will only realize how important the person is when she/he is not around anymore .
It's kinda sad right ?
What i hope is we can bump into each other accidentally in one day
I want tell to someone .
If you dare to forget me , i will kill you . XD
Don't forget me after making new friends .
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Reason that i afraid of working is - im not good at english .This is the main point . Sigh , i seriously regret for not being a hardworking girl when i was in primary n secondary school .
But as we know , working is part of life . We cant run away from working no matter how hate you are.
Fight for ur future .
LIFE IS SHORT .LET'S CRAZY AT LEAST ONCE .
2012年7月15日星期日
i woke up around 11am and i've been listening to hitz.fm since 11am till now
I have yet eat anything even drink water
i'm going to cook noodles again as lunch but this time might have some different which is i will fried egg .
I dislike doing nothing at hostel
i'm being bored again
Always stuck at hostel facing to laptop and phone on every weekend .
What else i can do ? I have no idea
My mind suddenly come one idea out which is singing !
Feel like singing now
I need a microphone right here right nowwwww :((
Arghhhhh
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Went to watch astro 大决赛 with my friends yesterday
We intended to eat nateje but our time weren't enough .
Nicole was the champion and she deserved to win !
i strongly support her .
Her voice was damn powerful and amazing
Bet you guys will definitely fall in love with her voice if you guys 've listened before .
Those Song was sung by her include rumor has it , power of love , and i cant remember the rest .HAHA
IT'S about me and what's on my mind
im not born with rich family .
And I'm quite satisfied with everything because they are dote me and pamper me the most .
But I won't being impulsive to buy something that i desired although i love the most .
I never forget the one who nurture me since i was young.
it's necessary for me to payback them.
So, payback to parents is a must.
Slightly confuse about my future
im thinking for future everyday.
I'm entirely regret for not forcing myself to study hard when i was primary.
As we know , making a wrong choice will lead ppl regret forever.
Knowing that it's quite late to study hard but i wont give up .
.
I'm here for studying and pursuing my dream instead of squandering money
NO one probably know and understand what's on mind .
Don't be a shopaholic / squander mania
1) Think deeply before deciding and doing everything.
2) Some obstacles wont beat me down because fall doesn't mean fail . It's only telling me how to move forward .
3) The only way to steal ur joy and keep you busy doing nothing is worry
Just keep myself from getting worry ^^
TAKEN at jonker street
I was spending around half hour to make up .
It's normal for every girl and woman .
It's inevitable for me to dress up around half hour before going out
ESTHER PHANG AND ANDREA ONG
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2012年6月28日星期四
a super bored weekend
Everyday thinking what i should wear to campus.
One thing wont be denied by me is im lack of apparels
Pampering session is buy something to make myself to feel happy
Went jusco for watcching vampire hunter and had a random shop at there .
Few stuff caught my eyes
I bought eye liner , biore cleansing oil and nose pose in jusco
ALL FROM SASA
I spent around rm50 on these few days
exaggerate right ?
Don't doubt i love to spent money
i'm definitely not that sort of person
The reason why i bought eye liner due to mine 1 gonna run out soon
and it's under promotion prices now !
where i went yesterday
i enjoyed classic fish n chips in simply fish with my girls
you will definitely love the taste after eating
WE SNAPPED QUITE A LOT OF PHOTO
That's what we took during yesterday night
What i can say is it was a wonderful night on yesterday
BACK TO NOW .
Well, im stuck at hostel and im bored to the max
Nothing for me to do right here right here
So, i m blogging now
I'm missing my family so much
didnt get to see them for two weeks but seems like a year !
AND i guess i m gonna stuck at here for this weekend
I keep forcing myself not thinking about family now
i'm escaping from missing my family
i'm gonna give myself something to do for not missing family .
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FUTURE
I'm the one who always thinking a lot about my future
Slightly confuse and no idea what to do for my future
As we know well, making a wrong choice will lead ppl regret forever
we should think deeply before deciding and making choice.
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FAMILY
I never forget the one who nurture me since i was young
it's necessary for me to payback them.
Bringing up a baby either children it's not a easy and it's hard task more than u think
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i feel like eating sumptuous meal again now !
off to get ready to back hometown because of last minute decision !
One thing wont be denied by me is im lack of apparels
Pampering session is buy something to make myself to feel happy
Went jusco for watcching vampire hunter and had a random shop at there .
Few stuff caught my eyes
I bought eye liner , biore cleansing oil and nose pose in jusco
ALL FROM SASA
I spent around rm50 on these few days
exaggerate right ?
Don't doubt i love to spent money
i'm definitely not that sort of person
The reason why i bought eye liner due to mine 1 gonna run out soon
and it's under promotion prices now !
where i went yesterday
i enjoyed classic fish n chips in simply fish with my girls
you will definitely love the taste after eating
WE SNAPPED QUITE A LOT OF PHOTO
That's what we took during yesterday night
What i can say is it was a wonderful night on yesterday
BACK TO NOW .
Well, im stuck at hostel and im bored to the max
Nothing for me to do right here right here
So, i m blogging now
I'm missing my family so much
didnt get to see them for two weeks but seems like a year !
AND i guess i m gonna stuck at here for this weekend
I keep forcing myself not thinking about family now
i'm escaping from missing my family
i'm gonna give myself something to do for not missing family .
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FUTURE
I'm the one who always thinking a lot about my future
Slightly confuse and no idea what to do for my future
As we know well, making a wrong choice will lead ppl regret forever
we should think deeply before deciding and making choice.
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FAMILY
I never forget the one who nurture me since i was young
it's necessary for me to payback them.
Bringing up a baby either children it's not a easy and it's hard task more than u think
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i feel like eating sumptuous meal again now !
off to get ready to back hometown because of last minute decision !
2012年6月25日星期一
Listening music while studying can make me feeling relaxxxx
yeahhh
guess what am i doing ?
i'm listening music and enjoying my breakfast ( healthy breakfast ) ." dragon fruit "
Feeling so good at this moment
Well, i havent prepare for my investment quiz for today properly
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Craving for western food !
it had been so long since i ate western food
The fen fen is back
And , i DON'T WANNA SICK anymore
it was so suffering to me .
sometimes move on is tough and hard but if you're just sitting there and waiting for something drop from sky ,
you re definitely , wrong and a silly person
Moving on is hard but it's worth. it's truth .
My dark circle getting obvious recently.
I hate the most .
I 'm gonna stop blogging anymore to prepare .
2pm class later .
I hate to wait lift during peak hours which is on 8am and 2pm
Mostly, i 'm impatient to wait lift during this 2 peak hours
SO , i rather choose to walk by stairs.
2012年6月20日星期三
just some thoughts
1) WELL, i'm enjoying my last sem in mmu .
let's me share something which happened on me today in campus
it's quite funny.LOL
I was walking to attend malaysian studies
The guard stopped me and asked me to show him my id .
I think he doubted im a student from mmu . why ? i'm look like mmu student isn't ?
But never mind .
I showed him and proved im a mmu student lol
I guess he was definitely feel like this due to my flat fringe .
i was always look like a silly girl after haircut for my fringe
2) AFTER we break from this place , what i hope is we can bump into each other in one day in someplace
what's my feeling after back internship
- our friendship just remain the same . WE LOVE SHARE humor . WE LOVE gossip
- I will definitely miss they all more than they do
- i got a new roomate and she is good .
How i wish i can get know her since the day i came mmu .
But it 's not too late to be her roomate now .
:)))
YEAH
Feeling good after back my sweet home again .
2) Being alone is better than chose someone wrongly
Gasp, i don't know what can i write but one thing for sure is i'm not at the best state
Pretending u re happy is the most hardest thing in world
it's torturing me .
NO one can even know how my feeling now .
I tried but it failed again and again
3) im aint a pretty girl , clever girl
honestly , im just a rusty girl
But looking at gorgeous and charming guy is definitely one of my hobbies .
Don't feel doubt im les because im not only love to look at gorgeous , guy also
4)
Time flies
Time for me to say goodbye to everything seems not so far .
People are growing up .
AND mature enough
So, they willing to accept truth no matter how hard .
But if you plan to sit here and doing nothing , u re really nothing
if you plan to fight ur future for you , u re awesome .
I don't whether my blog is interesting either lame for you
But if u wanna leave some negative comment . please get out of here
5 )
Whenever i go , the freaking hair never fail to drop on the floor
im tired of picking up !
Unexpected , i was sick on last week
I vomited more than 4 times after the dinner at corner but somehow the doctor told me the freaking hot
weather was the main killer .
I was damn suffering at the moment
I was lying on the bed for 2 whole days
Thanks god i'm fine now
STOP BEING SILLY AND NAIVE
let's me share something which happened on me today in campus
it's quite funny.LOL
I was walking to attend malaysian studies
The guard stopped me and asked me to show him my id .
I think he doubted im a student from mmu . why ? i'm look like mmu student isn't ?
But never mind .
I showed him and proved im a mmu student lol
I guess he was definitely feel like this due to my flat fringe .
i was always look like a silly girl after haircut for my fringe
2) AFTER we break from this place , what i hope is we can bump into each other in one day in someplace
what's my feeling after back internship
- our friendship just remain the same . WE LOVE SHARE humor . WE LOVE gossip
- I will definitely miss they all more than they do
- i got a new roomate and she is good .
How i wish i can get know her since the day i came mmu .
But it 's not too late to be her roomate now .
:)))
YEAH
Feeling good after back my sweet home again .
2) Being alone is better than chose someone wrongly
Gasp, i don't know what can i write but one thing for sure is i'm not at the best state
Pretending u re happy is the most hardest thing in world
it's torturing me .
NO one can even know how my feeling now .
I tried but it failed again and again
3) im aint a pretty girl , clever girl
honestly , im just a rusty girl
But looking at gorgeous and charming guy is definitely one of my hobbies .
Don't feel doubt im les because im not only love to look at gorgeous , guy also
4)
Time flies
Time for me to say goodbye to everything seems not so far .
People are growing up .
AND mature enough
So, they willing to accept truth no matter how hard .
But if you plan to sit here and doing nothing , u re really nothing
if you plan to fight ur future for you , u re awesome .
I don't whether my blog is interesting either lame for you
But if u wanna leave some negative comment . please get out of here
5 )
Whenever i go , the freaking hair never fail to drop on the floor
im tired of picking up !
Unexpected , i was sick on last week
I vomited more than 4 times after the dinner at corner but somehow the doctor told me the freaking hot
weather was the main killer .
I was damn suffering at the moment
I was lying on the bed for 2 whole days
Thanks god i'm fine now
STOP BEING SILLY AND NAIVE
2012年5月21日星期一
cousin's wedding
yeah >3 I'm back for blogging again .
Last Saturday , we were invited to attend cousin brother's wedding at simpang renggam .
I woke up at roughly 9am .
I realize my family awaken and enjoying breakfast when i woke up
Well, im totally a pig
I had a bad habit which is delay ............
I feel lazy to wake up
After one and half hour , we reached simpang renggam safely .
My mum 's hometown at simpang renggam
All of her siblings were grew up at there
OKAY .
Once i reached my cousin bro's house, we called my yi ma and cousin sister which came from sg .
Under expected , they cant recognized me and bro .
They even said that bro is my sis's husband on morning and he is my bf on dinner .
We feel they were too overstate.
Luckily, my sis was recognized by them .
It had been more than ten years we din met each others.
We had met up many relatives from mum 's side on that night .
They were really gracious .
What i wanna say after met up relatives is ' ALL OF US HAD GREW UP AFTER BLINK OF EYE '
Last but not least, i feel very excited after met up all of my relatives
LET ME SHARE SOME PICTURE LAST SATURDAY
With my chubby nephew . He is only 4 months .
With my sister .She is a mother of two sons . She is so noble .
Tmrw gonna head to sg for shopping .
I never expect to buy plenty apparels
I just wanna buy something for pamper me
Honestly, i really short of cash , short of apparels. HAHA
I din not lie .
I don't prefer squander money on luxurious stuff when i'm a students
That's utterly aint my style .
I know how to enjoy my life but aint right now .
PART OF MY LIFE
I guess everyone same with me, i cant carry on my life if without family
I love them so much
They are my everything .
Although , i had never express my feeling before but my mind is always care them .
one of the difficult task in life is bringing up a baby .
It wont be denied by every nanny and mother .
LOOK AFTER , TEACH THEM EVERYTHING include walk , write , talk and run .
This is hard ! Believe in me !
Sometimes, i wish to surrender even look after my 2 years old nephew only .Haha.
Now, i having my school holiday .
After 2 weeks, my holiday is officially over.
All of us gonna back to campus and stick together on last sem
We will definitely miss each other after graduated .
Gosh ,my little nephew is wake up
I gonna off to look after him .<3
Last Saturday , we were invited to attend cousin brother's wedding at simpang renggam .
I woke up at roughly 9am .
I realize my family awaken and enjoying breakfast when i woke up
Well, im totally a pig
I had a bad habit which is delay ............
I feel lazy to wake up
After one and half hour , we reached simpang renggam safely .
My mum 's hometown at simpang renggam
All of her siblings were grew up at there
OKAY .
Once i reached my cousin bro's house, we called my yi ma and cousin sister which came from sg .
Under expected , they cant recognized me and bro .
They even said that bro is my sis's husband on morning and he is my bf on dinner .
We feel they were too overstate.
Luckily, my sis was recognized by them .
It had been more than ten years we din met each others.
We had met up many relatives from mum 's side on that night .
They were really gracious .
What i wanna say after met up relatives is ' ALL OF US HAD GREW UP AFTER BLINK OF EYE '
Last but not least, i feel very excited after met up all of my relatives
LET ME SHARE SOME PICTURE LAST SATURDAY
With my chubby nephew . He is only 4 months .
Tmrw gonna head to sg for shopping .
I never expect to buy plenty apparels
I just wanna buy something for pamper me
Honestly, i really short of cash , short of apparels. HAHA
I din not lie .
I don't prefer squander money on luxurious stuff when i'm a students
That's utterly aint my style .
I know how to enjoy my life but aint right now .
PART OF MY LIFE
I guess everyone same with me, i cant carry on my life if without family
I love them so much
They are my everything .
Although , i had never express my feeling before but my mind is always care them .
It wont be denied by every nanny and mother .
LOOK AFTER , TEACH THEM EVERYTHING include walk , write , talk and run .
This is hard ! Believe in me !
Sometimes, i wish to surrender even look after my 2 years old nephew only .Haha.
Now, i having my school holiday .
After 2 weeks, my holiday is officially over.
All of us gonna back to campus and stick together on last sem
We will definitely miss each other after graduated .
Gosh ,my little nephew is wake up
I gonna off to look after him .<3
2012年3月30日星期五
i'm fine
guys, i'm back for blogging !
it 's really had been a period that i din blog
my life getting more and more hectic lately
i work even 7 days on last weeks
Pro right ?
That's the only way for me to earn pocket money .
by doing so, i can buy what i want from my money
SIGH , i feel self-abased on my face .
i tried pimple creams before and using another 1 currently
but seems aint easy to recover in short period of time
nothing else i can do
i can only be patient
LOL.
i deserved it
that's exactly the consequences of sleep on midnight
THAT'S ALL .
OKAY .
I share what my mind now
1)
it doesn't matter how many time u try as long as success
just believe that the effort wont be wasted
parents getting weak
old
appear wrinkles when we growing up
cherish them as much as u can
time for you to filial and payback is short
2)
it cant be denied from me that shopping is definitely one of my hobby
but i consider for awhile before buying everything unless i love the most and expect to get on hand for a period
AND ,nothing can stop me from pursuing my dream
i will fight with it
i will definitely pass through no matter how much obstacles i faced
saturday is coming
the siblings
I LOVE SNAP
that's all for today .
it 's really had been a period that i din blog
my life getting more and more hectic lately
i work even 7 days on last weeks
Pro right ?
That's the only way for me to earn pocket money .
by doing so, i can buy what i want from my money
SIGH , i feel self-abased on my face .
i tried pimple creams before and using another 1 currently
but seems aint easy to recover in short period of time
nothing else i can do
i can only be patient
LOL.
i deserved it
that's exactly the consequences of sleep on midnight
THAT'S ALL .
OKAY .
I share what my mind now
1)
it doesn't matter how many time u try as long as success
just believe that the effort wont be wasted
parents getting weak
old
appear wrinkles when we growing up
cherish them as much as u can
time for you to filial and payback is short
2)
it cant be denied from me that shopping is definitely one of my hobby
but i consider for awhile before buying everything unless i love the most and expect to get on hand for a period
AND ,nothing can stop me from pursuing my dream
i will fight with it
i will definitely pass through no matter how much obstacles i faced
saturday is coming
the siblings
I LOVE SNAP
that's all for today .
2012年3月4日星期日
another part of my life
few thing i gonna share by today
1)
Starting my internship since last week
Really exhausted
No enough sleep on everyday
No extra time to rest
But i should adapt this life , accept this life
New ,another and different life
feel glad as my colleague treat me very nice
Even she quite patient interact and explain with me when i had some doubt
how i wish can i bump into this kind of colleague when i working in society
2)
Attending cousin sister 's wedding on yesterday
Had some simple make up
my outfit ^^
JUMPER wont outdated
That 's why i fall in love with it
3)
things is not as easy as u think
it can become more complicated till u cant imagine
grab and grasp the opportunity when it come to you , don't regret when u fail to grab
The reason u fail to grab is no enough effort
Real society is cruel , competitive , hypocritical
ignorant should be not exist after we out of school
being teen is amazing time and hard time
u get the best and the worst
Frankly , i afraid of real working life
Be a workaholic
MY best ever fren in jb are the best
one thing we should know
No matter how much we enjoyed in outside ,we still must go back home
Home give u warm .
life is sorrow , overcome it
life is a struggle , accept it
life is a dream, realize it
life is too precious , plz do not destroy it
life is a duty , complete it
life is life , fight for it
FIGHT for urself , for ur parent , for ur family , for ur future, for everything
obstacle make people to grow up .
fall make people to win on next time
1)
Starting my internship since last week
Really exhausted
No enough sleep on everyday
No extra time to rest
But i should adapt this life , accept this life
New ,another and different life
feel glad as my colleague treat me very nice
Even she quite patient interact and explain with me when i had some doubt
how i wish can i bump into this kind of colleague when i working in society
2)
Attending cousin sister 's wedding on yesterday
Had some simple make up
my outfit ^^
JUMPER wont outdated
That 's why i fall in love with it
3)
things is not as easy as u think
it can become more complicated till u cant imagine
grab and grasp the opportunity when it come to you , don't regret when u fail to grab
The reason u fail to grab is no enough effort
Real society is cruel , competitive , hypocritical
ignorant should be not exist after we out of school
being teen is amazing time and hard time
u get the best and the worst
Frankly , i afraid of real working life
Be a workaholic
MY best ever fren in jb are the best
one thing we should know
No matter how much we enjoyed in outside ,we still must go back home
Home give u warm .
life is sorrow , overcome it
life is a struggle , accept it
life is a dream, realize it
life is too precious , plz do not destroy it
life is a duty , complete it
life is life , fight for it
FIGHT for urself , for ur parent , for ur family , for ur future, for everything
obstacle make people to grow up .
fall make people to win on next time
2012年1月6日星期五
ignore plz
Guys , if realize any grammar mistake in my blog then u can just ignore the blog .My english very poor.Fren realize majority of my fb status and twitter have grammar mistake and some wrong sentence structure.Well, i am overestimate myself . i deserved it. i won't escape to admit
Wohoo, gonna head to sg with some clique on upcoming friday .Guys , are you ready ? haha
Be yourself properly.Have your own style .Envy and jealous others is entirely unnecessary matter .Probably , you have something they don't have .Learn how to satisfied also cant be avoidable .By doing so , u would have more happy life .
i love posh .Love classic ! love ol style
And i admire her ! jamie teo ! She is Miss Singapore Universe 2008 . She is gorgeous !
the middle 1 is her exactly
with her husband
classic right ?! XD . i have gut to upload this pic .slightly admire myself .Haha.
Snapped during almost 6 years old with my dearest cousin .looking at this photo made me nostalgic
childhood moment the most . Miss her badly although we just hang out on last few months ago
TIME FLIES .
hurt in order to grow up .fail in order to success . Don't give up as long as ur heart still pounding
Haiz , i worry abt myself .Many a time , i lack of subjective . Cant make decision by own .
another thing
i really bear with u uncountable times already !U make me piss off the most . I confess i'm grumpy .i have bad temper . plz don't repeat and repeat again .U don't even know u r so annoying . U don't even know the way i retort you back contains some fire ?
Wohoo, gonna head to sg with some clique on upcoming friday .Guys , are you ready ? haha
Be yourself properly.Have your own style .Envy and jealous others is entirely unnecessary matter .Probably , you have something they don't have .Learn how to satisfied also cant be avoidable .By doing so , u would have more happy life .
i love posh .Love classic ! love ol style
And i admire her ! jamie teo ! She is Miss Singapore Universe 2008 . She is gorgeous !
the middle 1 is her exactly
with her husband
Snapped during almost 6 years old with my dearest cousin .looking at this photo made me nostalgic
childhood moment the most . Miss her badly although we just hang out on last few months ago
TIME FLIES .
hurt in order to grow up .fail in order to success . Don't give up as long as ur heart still pounding
Haiz , i worry abt myself .Many a time , i lack of subjective . Cant make decision by own .
another thing
i really bear with u uncountable times already !U make me piss off the most . I confess i'm grumpy .i have bad temper . plz don't repeat and repeat again .U don't even know u r so annoying . U don't even know the way i retort you back contains some fire ?
2012年1月4日星期三
2012年1月2日星期一
知足常乐
after much and much pondering , i felt contended in my life
Although , i don't have any bf before and currently but i believe everything based on fate
probably, my fate havent coming
desperately , Over panic , worry and anxious to find a bf is entirely unnecessary for girl
abruptly, i felt want to learn make up
kinda absurd right . I don't even know the basic of make up
rmb it.
NO one is impeccable
Don't be pretentious
many a time , i talked to myself " be satisfied "
even though i talked to myself umpteen time , i still failed to do it .
sigh , i havent dye and crop my fringe yet :((((
yup . indeed , this is me .
犀利人妻was a a fabulous , glamorous , fantastic show .
it show real character on every guy
nodding cant reedem love
definitely , i will repeat watch this show again during leisure .
i wan motivation !!! self motivation !!
Although , i don't have any bf before and currently but i believe everything based on fate
probably, my fate havent coming
desperately , Over panic , worry and anxious to find a bf is entirely unnecessary for girl
abruptly, i felt want to learn make up
kinda absurd right . I don't even know the basic of make up
rmb it.
NO one is impeccable
Don't be pretentious
many a time , i talked to myself " be satisfied "
even though i talked to myself umpteen time , i still failed to do it .
sigh , i havent dye and crop my fringe yet :((((
犀利人妻was a a fabulous , glamorous , fantastic show .
it show real character on every guy
nodding cant reedem love
definitely , i will repeat watch this show again during leisure .
i wan motivation !!! self motivation !!
2012年1月1日星期日
snapped at library simultaneously doing dcs assignment
A pleasure to know you
seems , we were too ss right but we enjoyed :))
Snapped at u-cafe .Outside sungei wang
look kinda languish right
My face always appear lot winkle while laugh .
don't care what others judge and say about you as long as u have clear conscience
begging others rather do by yourself
i'm coward .don't like bet . Not guts at all .
i don't be a big light bulb anymore
schedule of yesterday
Depart from mlc around 11pm
The Olympic hotel make me fury and nettle the most
purely spoiled ur reputation
terminate our booking and sent us email at midnight
how can we realize
suck service
1) shopping at times square
nothing caught me eyes
Well, empty handed
2) after that , we walked to pavilion by weary body with the annoying sun !
It's too bad we just had a random shop at pavilion
cant satisfied me at all due to back with empty handed but ain't harvest
bought a sleeveless top at forever 21
3 xie jia lian spotted on yesterday. He singing on the stage .
he is kinda charming !
that's what i eager
insane shopping .buy what i wanted , never hesitate at all
have a great bf
have my own shop
bring family travel around world
earn huge money
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