i woke up around 11am and i've been listening to hitz.fm since 11am till now

I have yet eat anything even drink water

i'm going to cook noodles again as lunch but this time might have some different which is i will fried egg .

I dislike doing nothing at hostel

i'm being bored again

Always stuck at hostel facing to laptop and phone on every weekend .

What else i can do ? I have no idea

My mind suddenly come one idea out which is singing !

Feel like singing now

I need a microphone right here right nowwwww :((

Arghhhhh
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Went to watch astro 大决赛 with my friends yesterday

We intended to eat nateje but our time weren't enough .

Nicole was the champion and she deserved to win !

i strongly support her .

Her voice was damn powerful and amazing

Bet you guys will definitely fall in love with her voice if you guys 've listened before .

Those Song was sung by her include rumor has it , power of love , and i cant remember the rest .HAHA




                                                      IT'S about me and what's on my mind 

  im not born with rich family .

 And I'm quite satisfied with everything because they are dote me and pamper me the most .

But I won't being impulsive to buy something that i desired although i love the most .

I never forget the one who nurture me since i was young.

it's necessary for me to payback them.

So, payback to parents is a must.

Slightly confuse about my future

im thinking for future everyday.

I'm entirely regret for not forcing myself to study hard when i was primary.

As we know , making a wrong choice will lead ppl regret forever.

Knowing that it's quite late to study hard but i wont give up .
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I'm here for studying and pursuing my dream instead of squandering money

NO one probably know and understand what's on mind .

 Don't be a shopaholic / squander mania


1) Think deeply before deciding and doing everything.

 2) Some obstacles wont beat me down because fall doesn't mean fail . It's only telling me how to move forward .

3) The only way to steal ur joy and keep you busy doing nothing is worry

Just keep myself from getting worry ^^


















TAKEN at jonker street

I was obviously looking black in this picture :( but it's truth . I won't denied if you guys comment i'm black in real life

I was spending around half hour to make up .

It's normal for every girl and woman .

It's inevitable for me to dress up around half hour before going out

ESTHER PHANG AND ANDREA ONG 

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a super bored weekend

Everyday thinking what i should wear to campus.

One thing wont be denied by me is im lack of apparels

Pampering session is buy something to make myself to feel happy

Went jusco for watcching vampire hunter and had a random shop at there .

Few stuff caught my eyes

I bought eye liner , biore cleansing oil and nose pose in jusco

ALL FROM SASA

I spent around rm50 on these few days

exaggerate right ?

Don't doubt i love to spent money

i'm definitely not that sort of person

The reason why i bought eye liner due to mine 1 gonna run out soon

and it's under promotion prices now !

where i went yesterday 

i enjoyed classic fish n chips in simply fish with my girls

you will definitely love the taste after eating

WE SNAPPED QUITE A LOT OF PHOTO

That's what we took during yesterday night

What i can say is it was a wonderful night on yesterday

BACK TO NOW .

Well, im stuck at hostel and im bored to the max

Nothing for me to do right here right here

So, i m blogging now

I'm missing my family so much

didnt get to see them for two weeks but seems like a year !

AND i guess i m gonna stuck at here for this weekend

I keep forcing myself not thinking about family now

i'm escaping from missing my family

i'm gonna give myself something to do for not missing family .

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FUTURE

I'm the one who always thinking a lot about my future

Slightly confuse and no idea what to do for my future

As we know well, making a wrong choice will lead ppl regret forever

we should think deeply before deciding and making choice.

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FAMILY

I never forget the one who nurture me since i was young

it's necessary for me to payback them.

Bringing up a baby either children it's not a easy and it's hard task more than u think

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i feel like eating sumptuous meal again now !

off to get ready to back hometown because of last minute decision !

Listening music while studying can make me feeling relaxxxx

yeahhh

guess what am i doing ? 

i'm listening music and enjoying my breakfast ( healthy breakfast ) ." dragon fruit " 

Feeling so good at this moment 

Well, i havent prepare for my investment quiz for today properly 

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Craving for western food ! 

it had been so long since i ate western food 

The fen fen is back 

And , i DON'T WANNA SICK anymore

it was so suffering to me . 

sometimes move on is tough and hard but if you're just sitting there and waiting for something drop from sky ,

 you re definitely , wrong and a silly person 

Moving on is hard but it's worth. it's truth .

My dark circle getting obvious recently.

I hate the most . 

I 'm gonna stop blogging anymore to prepare .

2pm class later . 

I hate to wait lift during peak hours which is on 8am and 2pm 

Mostly, i 'm impatient to wait lift during this 2 peak hours 

SO , i rather choose to walk by stairs. 

 

just some thoughts

1) WELL, i'm enjoying my last sem in mmu .

let's me share something which happened on me today in campus

it's quite funny.LOL

I was walking to attend malaysian studies

The guard stopped me and asked me to show him my id .

I think he doubted im a student from mmu . why ? i'm look like mmu student isn't ?

But never mind .

I showed him and proved im a mmu student lol

I guess he was definitely feel like this due to my flat fringe .

i was always look like a silly girl after haircut for my fringe

2) AFTER we break from this place , what i hope is we can bump into each other in one day in someplace

what's my feeling after back internship

- our friendship just remain the same . WE LOVE SHARE humor . WE LOVE gossip

- I will definitely miss they all more than they do

- i got a new roomate and she is good .

How i wish i can get know her since the day i came mmu .

But it 's not too late to be her roomate now .

:)))

YEAH

Feeling good after back my sweet home again .

2) Being alone is better than chose someone wrongly

Gasp, i don't know what can i write but one thing for sure is i'm not at the best state

Pretending u re happy is the most hardest thing in world

it's torturing me .

NO one can even know how my feeling now .

I tried but it failed again and again

3) im aint a pretty girl , clever girl

 honestly , im just a rusty girl

 But looking at gorgeous and charming guy is definitely one of my hobbies .

Don't feel doubt im les because im not only love to look at gorgeous , guy also

4)


Time flies

Time for me to say goodbye to everything seems not so far .

People are growing up .

AND mature enough

So, they willing to accept truth no matter how hard .

But if you plan to sit here and doing nothing , u re really nothing

if you plan to fight ur future for you , u re awesome .

I don't whether my blog is interesting either lame for you

But if u wanna leave some negative comment . please get out of here

5 )

Whenever i go , the freaking hair never fail to drop on the floor

im tired of picking up !

Unexpected , i was sick on last week

I vomited more than 4 times after the dinner at corner but somehow the doctor told me the freaking hot

weather was the main killer .

I was damn suffering at the moment

I was lying on the bed for 2 whole days

Thanks god i'm fine now








STOP BEING SILLY AND NAIVE

cousin's wedding

yeah >3 I'm back for blogging again .

Last Saturday , we were invited to attend cousin brother's wedding at simpang renggam .

I woke up at roughly 9am .

I realize my family awaken and enjoying breakfast when i woke up

Well, im totally a pig

I had a bad habit which is delay ............

I feel lazy to wake up

After one and half hour , we reached simpang renggam safely .

My mum 's hometown at simpang renggam

All of her siblings were grew up at there

OKAY .

Once i reached my cousin bro's house, we called my yi ma and cousin sister which came from sg .

Under expected , they cant recognized me and bro .

They even said that bro is my sis's husband on morning and he is my bf on dinner .

We feel they were too overstate.

Luckily, my sis was recognized by them .

It had been more than ten years we din met each others.

We had met up many relatives from mum 's side on that night .

They were really gracious .

What i wanna say after met up relatives is ' ALL OF US HAD GREW UP AFTER BLINK OF EYE '

Last but not least, i feel very excited after met up all of my relatives



LET ME SHARE SOME PICTURE LAST SATURDAY

With my chubby nephew . He is only 4 months .

With my sister .She is a mother of two sons . She is so noble .











Tmrw gonna head to sg for shopping .

I never expect to buy plenty apparels

I just wanna buy something for pamper me

Honestly, i really short of cash , short of apparels. HAHA

I din not lie .

I don't prefer squander money on luxurious stuff when i'm a students

That's utterly aint my style .

I know how to enjoy my life but aint right now .


PART OF MY LIFE 

I guess everyone same with me, i cant carry on my life if without family

I love them so much

They are my everything .

Although , i had never express my feeling before but my mind is always care them .

one of  the difficult task in life is bringing up a baby .

It wont be denied by every nanny and mother .

LOOK AFTER , TEACH THEM EVERYTHING include walk , write , talk and run .

This is hard ! Believe in me !

Sometimes, i wish to surrender even look after my 2 years old nephew only .Haha.

Now, i having my school holiday .

After 2 weeks, my holiday is officially over.

All of us gonna back to campus and stick together on last sem

We will definitely miss each other after graduated .

Gosh ,my little nephew is wake up

I gonna off to look after him .<3

i'm fine

guys, i'm back for blogging !

it 's really had been a period that i din blog

my life getting more and more hectic lately

i work even 7 days on last weeks

Pro right ?

That's the only way for me to earn pocket money .

by doing so, i can buy what i want  from my money

SIGH , i feel self-abased on my face .

i tried pimple creams before and using another 1 currently

but seems aint easy to recover in short period of time

nothing else i can do

i can only be patient

LOL.

i deserved it

that's exactly the consequences of sleep on midnight

THAT'S ALL .

OKAY .

I share what my mind now

1)

it doesn't matter how many time u try as long as success

just believe that the effort wont be wasted

parents getting weak
   
                        old

                     appear wrinkles   when we growing up

cherish them as much as u can

time for you to filial and payback is short

2)

it cant be denied from me that shopping is definitely one of my hobby

but i consider for awhile before buying everything unless i love the most and expect to get on hand for a period


AND ,nothing can stop me from pursuing my dream

i will fight with it

i will definitely pass through no matter how much obstacles i faced

saturday is coming

the siblings

                     I LOVE SNAP

that's all for today .

another part of my life

few thing i gonna share by today

1)

 Starting my internship since last week

Really exhausted

No enough sleep on everyday

No extra time to rest

But i should adapt this life , accept this life

New ,another and different life


feel glad as my colleague treat me very nice

Even she quite patient interact and explain with me when i had some doubt

how i wish can i bump into this kind of colleague when i working in society


2)

Attending cousin sister 's wedding on yesterday

Had some simple make up

my outfit ^^

JUMPER  wont outdated

That 's why i fall in love with it

3)

things is not as easy as u think

it can become more complicated till u cant imagine

grab and grasp the opportunity when it come to you , don't regret when u fail to grab

The reason u fail to grab is no enough effort

Real society is cruel , competitive , hypocritical

ignorant should be not exist after we out of school

 being teen is amazing time and hard time

u get the best and the worst

 Frankly , i afraid of real working life

Be a workaholic

MY best ever fren in jb are the best

one thing we should know

No matter how much we enjoyed in outside ,we still must go back home

Home give u warm .

life is sorrow , overcome it
life is a struggle , accept it
life is a dream, realize it
life is too precious , plz do not destroy it
life is a duty , complete it
life is life , fight for it

FIGHT for urself , for ur parent , for ur family , for ur future, for everything

obstacle make people to grow up .

fall make people to win on next time